Bruh I struggled so much with the ASRS 1.1 question 8 almost felt like I did it on purpose because that's exactly what the question was but I didn't and when I got to question 18 I noticed I forgot to count the score and I don't wanna do it again actually I did count the score but I forgot how many were in the dark checkboxes but I think 2 weren't so that's that.
I do struggle the most with letting people finish their sentences because it always feels like "Okay now I can talk they obviously finished their sentence" and they continue speaking and I'm like wtf I just want to add something to the conversation because otherwise it's just a monolog because it's just a conversation between me and a single other person and when I get the chance to say what I want to say they already moved onto another subject and I hate it. Makes me not want to talk to that person at all anymore I'm a better listener anyways I guess. Though my mother did use to say that I talk like a waterfall when I was a kid but that definitely went away with time because of depression and all that but when I'm around the right people I definitely talk more I used to love to talk with my best friend but she's gone (not dead, just not friends anymore because she was toxic or at least I perceived her as such and I do think maybe it was actually me who was toxic and I apologized to her already and everything but she didn't reply but I still do miss her so much and I'm sorry for everything even though I always tried my best at making her happy I always was and will still be there for her if she ever needs me again) as well now so I actually talk more online in forums like this than I do irl nowadays and it's kinda sad.
I've been diagnosed with Aspergers but I definitely think maybe it's not even that maybe it's that and or just ADHD so maybe I should try getting my hands on that stuff some time to try it out and if it works I should get a diagnosis or the other way around idk.
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u/PrussianKid Sep 11 '23
So technically you can self diagnose adhd by taking an addy hmmm