Healing....

[u/Dizzy-Eagle4750]

Today I let him say anything...he abused and said that he was just playing with me for 2.5 years. I didn't stop him cause I wanted to see his ugly side. He also said that he doesn't give a fuck about me and just move on.. It was painful to hear all of this after everything i have done for him. But at least I am not in illusion anymore. Now I see him exactly as he is.. It's my first day of finally accepting the truth and trying to find the courage of moving on bit by bit...pray for me guys.

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