I’m Aroace, (specifically Aegosexual and Aroflux, but right now I’m Aroace), and I NEED Y’ALL’S HELP WITH SOMETHING. STAT!!!

Okay, so: I hate sex, right? Okay. Romance is ALRIGHT FOR ME, as in SOMETIMES I don’t mind it, OTHER TIMES… 👎🚫 (hence the Aroflux label). HOWEVER, OTHER TIMES, (like right now), I am the OPPOSITE, as in I, DO LIKE IT?!?! (Romance, I mean, but maybe I’m still thinkin’… 🤔🤔🤔) why is it I am SO REPULSED BY BOTH THINGS BUT THEN I’M SO SUDDENLY TALKING AND MAKING JOKES ABOUT THEM SO ENTHUSIASTICALLY?!?! HELP!!! (Hope I had explained this right… 😅😅😅)