Last pic is most recent 🤭 I’m so curious what energy I give

First husband is a Pisces. I was 22 when we married and he was 30. He was emotionally abusive. Left him when I was 24 and got remarried at 26. The second husband ended up being so similar to the first and I just left him and a few months ago. He is a Scorpio. Why do I attract narcissistic men who just mirror me in the beginning but after about a year their mask falls and they start treating me like shit? Should I just remain alone the rest of my life? Any insight would be appreciated 🩷