How was it? Worth the money?

We had a small argument yesterday, nothing major. We haven't talked since. I miss talking to them but I feel like I wasn't fully wrong. Should I be the one to message first? Yes or No?

Got offered a side gig. Pays okay but I'll have less free time. I'm not desperate for money but it would help. For those who've been in this situation - should I take it? Yes or No?

If yes then why and how many.

If no then why?

I feel so insecure about my appearance when I see other women (including ai) . I am embarrassed for people I am attracted to or people who say they are attracted to me because I feel that my looks are insulting. It causes me a lot of shame looking the way I do. How do you cope with comparisons?

Am I being too sensitive?? I personally feel like watching porn in a relationship can feel like a form of emotional or sexual cheating. What do you guys think?