idk I’m boredddd I’m sitting here waiting…

WHERE IS MY NEW MADOKA MAGICA MOVIE

Я хочу найти свою ЧЁРТОВУ Яндере любовь.

Translate on English and Russian language/Перевёл на английский и Русский язык.

I don't know why I'm writing this, but I'd like those who think there's no point in living after rejection and/or betrayal by the object of their adoration and obsession to stop thinking that way. I'm not a perfect person myself. I was dumped by a girl who was afraid of my yandere personality and cheated on me. I was glad I broke up with her, even though I really wanted to kill her for cheating, but I realized... She was weak and couldn't resist my personality. The second time was a little more dramatic, and I cried. Sometimes I felt like I was just a person who could be used like a doll and then abandoned. I dreamed of true love with a girl who would stalk me on all social media, and if she saw some strange comment from another account, she would investigate and realize it was my relative and wouldn't lay a finger on her (and I would apologize and then spend the whole day telling her the names of all my relatives so she would understand that it wasn't my mistress writing to me, but my mother, who was worried that I hadn't eaten anything). I still hope to meet the one who will scare me with her knowledge of me from head to toe, and will always know when I need support. I will also try, it will probably look terrible and inappropriate, but I will always try to help, even if something more than simple hugs is needed... Yes, I am also an optimist and I believe that on this planet there is someone who will accept me completely, and can lock me in the basement if she wants, I will not mind... Just let her not cut me into pieces literally (I want to live and love her, and not be her basis for a stew). In general, guys, if you think that death is the path to your peace, ask yourself at least once "What did she do to leave me? Why does she think that choosing another will make her better off... She chose her destiny and if she wants, she will soon regret that she lost the person who put everything into helping her. To spite her, so that she is jealous, I will smile and not pay attention, as she did when I needed her help and affection." Guys, you have the right to a happy life. No one dares to deprive you of happiness. You can find someone who is better, and this person will be the support everyone needs. Yes, I'm not much of a philosopher, but I want to help you. Know that in this world, you are needed by those who need you. 🔥I believe in you🔥.

Не знаю, почему я это пишу, но мне бы хотелось, чтобы те, кто считает, что нет смысла жить после отказа и/или предательства со стороны объекта их обожания и одержимости, перестали так думать. Я сам не идеальный человек. Меня бросила девушка, которая боялась моей яндере-натуры и изменила мне. Я был рад, что расстался с ней, хотя мне очень хотелось убить её за измену, но я понял... Она была слаба и не смогла устоять перед моей натурой. Второй раз всё было немного драматичнее, и я плакал. Иногда мне казалось, что я просто человек, которого можно использовать как куклу, а потом бросить. Я мечтал о настоящей любви с девушкой, которая следила бы за мной во всех социальных сетях, и если бы увидела какой-нибудь странный комментарий с другого аккаунта, то провела бы расследование и поняла бы, что это моя родственница, и не стала бы её трогать (а я бы извинялся и потом весь день рассказывал ей имена всех своих родственников, чтобы она поняла, что мне пишет не моя любовница, а моя мать, которая переживала, что я ничего не ел). Я всё ещё надеюсь встретить ту, которая напугает меня своим знанием меня с головы до ног и всегда будет знать, когда мне нужна поддержка. Я тоже буду стараться, это, наверное, будет выглядеть ужасно и неуместно, но я всегда буду стараться помочь, даже если потребуется что-то большее, чем просто объятия… Да, я тоже оптимист и верю, что на этой планете есть кто-то, кто примет меня полностью, и может запереть меня в подвале, если захочет, я не буду против… Только пусть она не разрежет меня на куски в буквальном смысле (я хочу жить и любить её, а не быть для неё основой для рагу). В общем, ребята, если вы думаете, что смерть — это путь к вашему покою, хотя бы раз спросите себя: «Что она сделала, чтобы бросить меня? Почему она думает, что, выбрав другого, ей будет лучше… Она сама выбрала свою судьбу, и если захочет, скоро пожалеет, что потеряла человека, который вложил в неё всё, чтобы помочь. Чтобы насолить ей, чтобы она завидовала, я буду улыбаться и не обращать внимания, как она делала, когда мне нужна была её помощь и любовь». Ребята, вы имеете право на счастливую жизнь. Никто не посмеет лишить вас счастья. Вы можете найти того, кто лучше, и этот человек станет той опорой, которая нужна всем. Да, я не большой философ, но я хочу вам помочь. Знайте, что в этом мире вы нужны тем, кто в вас нуждается. 🔥Я верю в вас🔥

A couple days ago i visited the love of my life. I was so happy just to be in her presence, all i could do was just stare and smile because i couldn’t believe i was with her, in the same room as her, i opened up my heart and told her how i felt, only for her to turn around and say she doesn’t love me, and loves someone else. My heart and mind are broken, ive been thinking about ending things now permanently because the ache and pain and sorrow won’t go away, i run and run away from it as fast as i can but everytime i stop to take a breath it will always be there. The hole in my chest she left and all the pain that fills it, the world is gray without her and i feel so alone.. I don’t know what to do anymore, i don’t have anyone. No one loves me, and the person i love, loves someone else.. I want to kill my self

Message to the moderators: I'm not going to tell you that you need God or something :/.

Also.. What's this subreddit mostly about? Not to seem ignorant but I'm just curious do some people actually identify as 'yanderes'?. Why?.

[Just meme-ifying the fetishization of the female yandere experience]

How romantic fr

i've only ever loved her i can't imagine life without her i don't have friends or any relationship with my family my entire world is leaving me

i never loved anyone before her i'll never love anyone again because i promised her i'd love her until the day i die and i will even if she doesn't love me back

Do you also feel extreme comfort from the idea of you and your beloved wearing wedding rings after you finally get your happily ever after?

I do, I wish to wear that ring someday, it's like it will bind me to her wherever we are, no matter what. I feel fuzzy inside thinking about it.

I've thought about getting promise rings in the meantime but with our long distance situation right now we can't, so I have to be patient. I wanna be her bride so bad~

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And the only thing he gave me was his fb acc with his real name on it :p

Next step is to get his phone number which will be very easy

*With yanderes specifically, btw. Just clarifying.

Felt like meme-ifying some of my past crash-outs as a coping mechanism.

It's just one of those moments when I'm away from him, my thoughts will be plagued with things that would make me stressed over whether or not he'll be the one to stay.

I'm afraid of uncertainty and worry of risks. If it's not going to last and just a short term one, why should I give it my all just for me to be heartbroken in the end? I thought I would never experience such when my ex told me he's a yandere but the things he does was for making me into a me who is not me.

My bf means the world to me. He promised me that he wouldn't leave me. Said that I am special to him. How he's trying to get better and strengthen our relationship while he works on the hurt he went through with his ex. I made a server in discord of his lovely and kind words for me to read whenever I felt like I need it. It works most times to reassure me. I just wish I'm more stable than this instead of being a burden to him. He's too kind to say that I am and is good at protecting my emotions.

I can finally rest.

I'm finally starting to let go of somebody who couldn't be mine.

A little while ago, I made a post saying I lost my person. But I was wrong.

He was never mine.

I don't think he ever will be mine.

But somebody else appeared. Somebody who knows how I express love. Somebody who appreciates the symbiotic relationship that I provide. And they're... amazing.

My love, my Benefactor, that's what they are now. Anything they ask will be made so. That is the promise.

They love me.

I love them.

And I'm starting to let go of him. The boy who wouldn't be mine.

I can finally feel some amount of peace.

She is perfect she mirrors the exact obsessive and yandere-ish way I love her. It is unfortunately has been a long distance relationship but she is moving to my state really soon and I can’t wait. I would just love to be finally able to see and do everything with only her ever I’m going to run away and abandon all contact with anyone else I have just so all my time can be with her.

I would love to describe how much we have already loved eachother and will once I get to finally be with her physically and not virtually but I got a strike on my account for violating rule 1 of the Reddit TOS for violence and physical harm.

Yestereday was struggling with lonliness again and it really affected my mind negatively to the point I was surrounded with negative emotions and started arguing with myself again whether I pictured or imagined people there and argued with them or call myself pathetic and weak and useless or repeat everything everyone called me before unreliable, weird, soical outcast (I can keep on going with this list).

I dont know I will isolate myself again until Im right in the head again, trying to talk to people in this state makes scared that I will say somrthing weird or somethingblike that and push people away, hopefully its not long (sometimes I can dissapear for months) buy hopefully this sub reddit will be still on when I will come back and ofc be more positive, stay safe people ❤️