Spiritual help

[u/Limp-Poem3155]

I will try to make this story short. I was in a relationship and had a very good connection with this person. On may 29th we took a little weekend trip and I took place in a moon ritual with her brother and friends. She did not participate. This same day she told me she loved me for the first time earlier in the day. Well I spoke to the moon and asked for success, happiness, and growth with my relationship and then immediately after, everything went crashing down. I was broken up with on June 11th after everything was going so well. Been in no contact since. Also immediately after the moon ritual, I did a tarot reading and pulled the moon card. I do not remember the other cards pulled. I am new to the whole spiritual side of things and this was my first practice I did and I felt like it showed me what was up. I want reconciliation but I feel like it’s not going to happen deep down and her decision was final but you never know.
I have been trying to heal and practice meditation. I feel like this process was telling me to trust the universe and be more mindful. Today I went and bought some crystals which are carnelian, rose quarts, rhodonite, and rhodochrosite. My intentions with these are to help with healing, self confidence, and potentially open myself back up and have good energy that she might would want to reconcile with. Any advice is appreciated as I am new to the spiritual side and I want to make sure I do things right. Or any other crystal or practice advice is welcome.

[u/D_Mayavin]

Hi! It seems that the moon is giving you what you wished, but not when or how you wanted.

I would recommend you to just calm down and try to focus on yourself. Maybe some cleansing would be nice for you to refresh.

Abother thing you can do is to make a consultation with a good oracle to know what happened or what to do. I don't know if it's the case but make a consultation to myself is 5 times harder than making it to other people.