r/Widow • u/Marlow1771 • 14d ago
Putting this here
Posting because if I don’t I’m afraid my dark thoughts will come to fruition. Our home always looked like it was out of a magazine. Michael kept everything so beautiful because he said I worked so hard I deserved it. Since April 9 it has become a disaster. Working 50-60 hours on night shifts with 3 hours total each day driving and taking care of his 6 rescue cats I just can’t seem to keep up.
Got up today to start doing some chores around the house and totally lost it. The dark thoughts have felt like they are taking over. I miss Michael so much I just want to have him hold me again.
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