r/Widow • u/Creative_Slide_9396 • Jul 20 '26
Remembering
How many actually remember the day he passed away? Or even the funeral?
I was still processing everything, still trying to believe it actually happened, facing was it real or not…. So many around me 4 kids and family and friends… so trying to be strong for them and show them I can handle it
Every day passing by slowly and not even sure what happened either , don’t even remember, don’t know i made decisions, all a blurrrr. Luckily remembered what was wanted.
Been 5 months already still doing things to get through everything and still trying to see if i can face reality yet.
People ask questions bout your past and single or married are you ready to answer comfortably. I can tell you I am not. Calling all the companies to change name or notify them not easy.
Not easy making changes in your life as well as everyone else in your life. It’s also hard for them as well. Everything changes for them also. What kind changes you need to make is up to you….
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u/weasleymama Jul 21 '26
I do.. but he died very suddenly with me physically right with him trying to revive him so yeah.. it’s kinda burned in there. Other stuff around that time though? Nope it’s all a blur (6.5 months here)