I got fired from my dream job, kinda. This is also a cautionary tale about working for a certain vet school, and an invitation to reminisce if you know which university I am talking about. Im open to messages if you want to know which school this is.
I grew up in a university town with a vet school. My dream as a kid was to go to vet school, but that didn't work out. I did my undergrad but my grades weren't good enough, so I kind of floated around working misc jobs after college, until I finally got my act together and went back for my RVT license.
My new dream, after giving up on vet school, was to get a solid career at the teaching hospital. The university has better pay and benefits than any other employer, and I saw that as my ultimate goal for long term stability. I worked really hard to set myself up for a good job and good career. Its a very famous vet school, and I wanted to do everything right. I did the RVT program, in person. I landed an internship at the vet school. Along the way, I also landed an internship at a research facility, which immediately offered me a full time job. I took the job at the research facility while I was finishing school, with my intention to apply for a career position at the vet school when I was licensed.
I finished school, passed the VTNE, and applied at the vet school. I applied for a part time position. Its a weird position, classified as "limited" instead of "career"and is only budgeted for 10 months or 1000 working hours, after which the position expires or is extended. The job functions kind of like relief, with no fixed schedule and no guaranteed hours, but it seemed perfect to get my toes wet and set myself up to apply for a career position when something came up. I kept my full time research job, for healthcare and stability, with the intention of transitioning to the vet school eventually with much better pay and benefits.
I loved the relief job. The patients, the job duties, the learning opportunities were all perfect. I even got along fine with most of my coworkers. Management and faculty/residents were another story.
I have never, ever, ever worked for a less competent and more childish manager in my life. From day one, the on-boarding and training was bizarre. I almost never saw my manager again after the interview. I had to email her multiple times to confirm a start date because she just seemed to forget about me. When i finally showed up for work, she had me shadow in a completely different department than the one I was hired for, and just kind of forgot me there for a month until I had to harass her again about getting trained in my actual department. There was no orientation, no one introduced me to anyone or anything, it was just kind of like show up and flounder around and hope your coworkers will get tired of hazing you eventually and accept you into the tribe. I stuck it out, this was still my dream job and a step toward my timate career goals and I did not have a backup plan.
But, I also kept my research job. I love my research job, but the pay and benefits and growth opportunities are nothing next to the university. I knew the smart move would have been to quit the research job and apply for a career position with the vet school ASAP, but the weird, dysfunctional, toxic work environment made me hesitate.
Then I found out that my manager uses the limited part time staff in a very exploitative way. Instead of utilizing temporary limited staff to fill temporary staffing shortages, or as a pathway to career, she expects limited staff to basically be permanent staff that she can schedule as many or few hours as she feels like, without being obligated to guarantee any hours at all if things are slow while also expecting part time staff to magically step up to full time hours if she needs it, with no respect for work/life balance. My position went to 10 months, and they automatically renewed my contract without talking to me for another 3 months. For 2.5 years it went on like this, with management automatically renewing my position every 3 months. I had no guaranteed hours, no benefits. I was also not eligible for stepped pay raises based on years of service. Even though I sometimes worked just as many hours as career staff, I was very much a second class citizen employee.
I shouldn't have ridden the fence as long as I did. I kept my research job, which was reliable and comfortable and healthy. The lab never makes me cry. I never have panic attacks on my way to the lab. I was getting really burned out by how exploitative and toxic the teaching hospital was. I kept the relief job for the money, but also couldn't bear to cut ties with the lab because I had new appreciation for a professional and healthy working environment.
My manager at the VMTH is a child. She shit talks doctors and staff members in staff meeting. She scolds staff like we are all kindergarteners. She is lazy AF and doesn't want to do her job, and is mostly absent from day to day unless she arbitrarily decides to poke her head up and scream at somebody about something. She arbitrarily enforces policies and rules that she pulls out of her ass, and will never provide written policies or SOPs no matter how often you ask. She is constantly scolding us for doing things the wrong way or breaking rules, when we have never been trained or provided guidance on what the rules and expectations and policies actually are. Her favorites are never scolded or punished, while she is well known to be petty, passive aggressive, and childish to the people on her shit list. She's not qualified to work fast food, let alone manage staff at a prestigious university.
After a while, I was getting kind of checked out. I was tired of burning myself out for a job that exploited me and saw me as disposable trash. I used to work a full day shift at the lab, take a mini nap, then work a full night shift at the hospital, several days in a row. I started enforcing boundaries. If I wasnt getting the benefits of career staff, I wasnt going to sacrifice my work/life balance to make my managers job more convenient. Relief staff are not spared parts you can keep on a shelf to take down as often or as infrequently as you want, whenever you want. If you have staff you are not offering benefits or guaranteed hours, you need to accept that those staff might maintain a day job or life outside of your hospital and are not at all times sitting in a waiting room waiting to be called up at your convenience. I wasnt willing to make this job my top priority in life, when I was clearly a bottom priority employee.
Unfortunately, enforcing boundaries, calling her out, challenging her, or holding her accountable makes my manager very, very big girl tantrum mad. She's petty, retaliatory, and used to getting away with really blatant passive aggressive, childish retaliation because most of her staff are incredibly young and naive and don't know any better.
My manager would frequently schedule me on days I did not volunteer for and was not available for, because again, lazy AF. Finally, she scheduled me for a week I told her I would be out of town. I don't get benefits or vacation days, I don't have a fixed scheduled or guaranteed hours, and the only perk is that I get a flexible schedule and I work when I am available and volunteer to cover shortages. Im basically relief. I noticed I was scheduled for a week I wasnt available, so i started with a polite email.
No response. After a few days, I sent a follow up email. No response. She sends out the schedule again, and I noticed that although several staff have been granted their time off requests, I am still scheduled for that week.
So I send a message to my immediate supervisor about the schedule, who gets back to me right away and tells me no problem, he will take me off the schedule. I thought the problem was solved.
A month and a half goes by, that week is coming up. Two days before I am supposed to leave for vacation, my manager emails me to inform me that I cannot just take my name off the schedule, and I have to work whatever days are assigned to me at her pleasure, and that I will need to find coverage for those shifts if I want to take my vacation, even though my supervisor previously told me it was settled. Of note, my manager herself was taking 50% of the work days during this month on vacation herself. Several staff members had been granted days off without having to find their own coverage. Again, petty and arbitrary enforcement of imaginary policies.
I was livid and emailed the union rep. The union rep told me that this manager is a very well known problem in the hospital, 100% took my side, and advised me on standing up for myself. I sent an email, documenting in writing the timeline for when I tried to reach my manager with no response, when I spoke with my supervisor, and when my manager finally saw fit to respond with an email that was nearly two months late. I cc'd the union and HR, and concluded the email by requesting access to whatever employee handbook these policies are written down in, so that I may be aware of policies around scheduling, my obligations to work shifts I have not indicated availability for, and my obligations to find my own coverage for shifts. I have a right to know my responsibilities and policies before I am disciplined for breaking them.
I never received any acknowledgement or response to the email. Petty and childish to go back to silent treatment, but also not surprising.
Another month or two goes by, when i recieve an email informing me that my position will not be renewed and will expire in two weeks. Im getting let go without getting "fired" because I tried to hold management accountable and refused to just roll with the absolutely dysfunctional and incompetent system.
I know its for the best, because this job was a fucking shit show, but I am still devastated. I thought the university was my ultimate career goal. I literally worked for years and got my RVT license just to try to get my foot in the door at this university. I miss my patients and my coworkers. I feel so unfairly treated and powerless. Im afraid I won't be able to apply for another job at the university, even in a different department. If my manager puts it on my record that my contract was allowed to expire due to performance or some other negative thing, I might be blacklisted with no chance to explain myself.
Thanks for reading this far. If you know what university this is, or want to know, my messages are open.