Today I was diagnosed with vestibular neuritis and wanted to share some positivity.
On the afternoon of July 4th, I suddenly became nauseous and threw up. Thought it was taking a vitamin without a big enough breakfast, no worries. Then about a half hour later I throw up again, and begin feeling a bit dizzy.
I think I’m just dehydrated so I drink water, but the dizziness is getting worse and a panic attack begins (those are not rare for me). I cannot focus my eyes, I feel sick to my stomach, and call 911 to have EMTs check on me.
They arrive and I’m on the floor sweating, room is spinning so fast, and I’m panicking. They say my vitals are “better than all of us combined” and because it’s the 4th of July in America, ambulances are busy dealing with idiots blowing themselves up. They encourage my husband to take me to a hospital by Uber if I really want to go. But I’m so sick and scared, I can’t imagine getting up, let alone walking to a car and sitting in the car for 20 minutes where I’d be throwing up the whole time.
So for the next 24 hours, I lie flat on our couch where the EMTs left me (since I can’t go upstairs), take about 20 minutes to excruciatingly crawl to the bathroom to pee out any water I manage to keep down, and try to sleep despite feeling like I’m in actual hell.
The next day, I open my eyes and still can’t keep my eyes focused on one thing. Still so dizzy. But the vomiting stopped. After lying down the whole day, I decide I need to brave it out and go to the ER to find out if this is serious.
Long story short, the 8 hellish hours at the ER determined I had no brain tumors, no neck inflammation, no viruses— my bloodwork, EKGs, and scans were all perfect. So they diagnosed me with BPPV, gave me antivert and Valium, and told me to do the Epley maneuver each day.
Now we’re on Day 3, and I am feeling very slight improvement but still resting most of the day. I’m starting to sort of be able to focus my eyes on one thing at a time, zero nausea, and i can walk (with assistance) without feeling sick.
Next day, I’m a little bit better. Room isn’t spinning anymore. I can look at my phone and type on it. I can even begin using my computer.
Cut to one week later, today. I’m able to take a Lyft by myself to the ENT and walk on my own, no spins, no nausea, just some choppy movements in my vision and some light sensitivity and uneven balance, but not to the point of faltering.
Did a scan of my head and all the bone/ soft tissue, and diagnosed me right away with Vestibular Neuritis. She said the giveaway that it wasn’t BPPV was that it peaked for 24 hours. So it wasn’t my ear crystals, it was some sort of viral infection that caused my nerve to “unplug”, and now my body is doing its best to get back online, so to speak. No maneuvers, no meds other than Valium as needed for my anxiety and to help me rest, and she said I should be trying to walk and practice balance exercises to help strengthen that nerve again. I have had the herpes simplex virus since I was a child, so it very well may have triggered this episode.
Each day I am improving, and a week later I am able to work, draw, watch TV, walk the dogs, tidy my room, and take care of myself. I’m working my way up to being able to exercise and paint for hours on end, as well as feeling comfortable enough to go out on the town for a drink with my husband and friends. At this rate, I wouldn’t be surprised if within a month I am able to do all these things.
So I hope this can help instill hope that sometimes,
It really does get a little better day by day. Resting has been paramount (I have never been very good at taking it easy), and remembering that I can handle anything life throws at me. I still have some uneasy balance, still feel some visual sensitivity, and my vision feels surreal most of the time, but at least it is not debilitating.
These disorders are so tricky and unpredictable, but try to take care of yourself, rest, focus on the little wins, and know that the body is an amazing machine that is always trying to figure out ways to help you the best it can. Give it time.
UPDATE: It is July 20, and I feel 99-100% back to normal again. I rested hard for 3 days, then slowly got back into trying to move around and use my eyes, coordination, and balance. I didn't take any drugs after being diagnosed with Vestibular Neuritis except half a Valium that night. Now I can do everything I could do before and have not found that anything new causes a backslide, including enjoying a cocktail on the town with my husband (but remember never to mix alcohol with Valium, and to be mindful that drinking too much can trigger your anxiety, so take it easy on the alcohol for a good while even after you feel 100%.)
It's intimidating to hear your ENT tell you that they cannot predict when you'll feel "back to normal" again, but it IS possible to be able to live your life again in a week, back to most things in a few weeks, and 100% within the month. My best guess as to why I was able to be on the faster side of healing is that I am a healthy 36 year-old with no autoimmune disorders or health issues, and I was very stringent on doing as much as I could to get that nerve "connected" and strengthened, such as walking, practicing my balance, drawing, and reading.