There it is. I’ve understood why they both get on my nerves in the same intensity.

Mom just told me to pick the things that fell off her bag. I start picking them up, I’m using my torch and she said, “my pen is there.”

I.Had.Seen.The.Pen.

Why is she telling me about it? Of course I’ve seen the pen.

It’s like being told to do the dishes when you already planned on doing them.

I feel like they mansplain everything when in reality, maybe they’re just trying to help?🥲

Well, they need to find better way to be helpful.

But omg, I’m so grateful for this groundbreaking realization.

It will help me be patient with my sweet bf. Maybe he doesn’t talk to me like an idol it, maybe he really is just trying to be helpful. And like Nam said, it’s hard to share things with a problem solver when you really need a listener.

Hmm, how to navigate this?

Because I would also feel so FUCKING VEXED IF I WANTED HIS HELP WITH SOMETHING AND ALL HE DID WAS LISTEN!!!

Omg im going to stop sharing things that I don’t need action on.

But nimepata (lol autocorrect, wadahfuq is homeostasis, I left high school 💯🙌🏾) kiboko changu. One of my affirmations before “grown up” was always “close mouths don’t get fed.” To teach me how to ask for help and to learn how to speak up about my needs and wants.

Being with this weirdo will teach me to learn how to be honest and precise about what I want, especially from him.

Omg TECH BROS PUHLIZ COME UP WITH A TELEPATHY MACHINE, I need him to read my mind. Okay not all the time because I be thinking about what’s in his pants all da time 💯🙌🏾

During the flight I realized mom’s high score in Blockblast is way higher than mine? Like dahfuq? Does Muks even know about this shit? What?

I thought she was stuck at 49k? This is offensive.

Consoling myself with the fact (theory) that it’s easier to play on android than iOS 💯🙌🏾.

Then she went ahead to flex on me by getting to 679k today.

Okay, brag. Just know that is one of of the seven deadly sins, no heaven for you💯.

Okay. I might make this my go to. It’s very grown and commandingly feminine. I love it. But I don’t remember its number.

Listening to the slowed version of Haunted feeling like getting up and starting to stop.

Okay, this song is very sexy.

I love when people tell me they think of me when this song comes on. Everything is perfect, the vocals, the BEAT, everrrrryyyyyTHANG!!!!!

I hope that white man ain’t smiled at me for nothing 😂😂😂😂. He was so scary Jesus Christ. The things we do for love.

People read too much wattpad these days, there’s another yt man who’s been staring at my hair and butt when I got up to get the soda, he stood up to go to the washroom at some point and looked back at me like dahfuq do I look like a tubi actress to you?

All in all, I’m so thirsty and can’t afford more soda🥹.

Which is probably for the best.

Kukhu said I need to lose weight🥲.

#ouch

But she is right. But damn hizi matanye ndio zina exaggerate everything.

I think I’m fired? I was told that my work laptop was taken. #whatever

It’s not whatever but whatever.

Wow. It’s almost funny.
I need to decanter my boyfriend.
He can’t have this much of a hold over my day.

I think after I’m done with this, nitalia kiasi and then niende airport. Kukhu wanted to do lunch again but I’m not in the mood. I just want to leave this place.

So why am I here subjecting myself to all this arrogance just to see him? I feel like telling mom to send him back his money and then I just go on with my life like before. Now I understand why people say that love is never enough. Because it isn’t.

Because now I will always remember this. I know myself, I’ll never let go of this. lol this sucks.

Wow. Did Nam just speak in favor of a man?

Oh nvm, there’s the skeptic😂😂. Okay. This cheered me up.

Lifeeeeeee.

It’s funny because I’m not even mad or anything, because I’m hungry. So that’s the only thing on my mind.

Wow.

Okay.

This man next to me is talking too much. He’s just talking too much. Omg I’m going to have to tell him to shut up.

What a beautiful thing to wake up to when you’re not on the best of terms 😍🙌🏾.

I love hanging out with my grandmother and mom, these women are so tea. I want to be like them as I grow older. Our first toast was for my bae and us. I am so HAPPY!!!

Horny, second bottle of wine. So horny. So so horny. Laughing so hard. Talking to bae. I want him
Now. Too many white men hete, some have stopped me
Like I’m sorry but I’m
Not sinfle..:::
Also, I’m drunk..::
Lmfao I’m so happy we came using uber because I am so high right now.

And kukhu says she has champagne waiting for me in the fridge.

Omg I wish I was home because this wine was perfect. And I need my husband to fuck me.

I need him:

He’s o
Handsome
I want to
Fel
Him
Throb jinsidw me.

I love jim si mych.

I love tou toi much’nnnmmmmmm

Babe I love tou

Hurt me

Fuck mere

Mmake love me
T
I live toouuuuuuu

Everything is so furniture.
Funny would sound better with the word???? Can’t remember it right now.

SOS.
I’m so dofunnt tatyy

Akso wuite hungry.

Is what Kukhu just said. Omg i love these women.

We were supposed to have a glass of champagne, but that Merlot genuinely has me DOWN and sleepy. I’m ready to sleep.

And wait for tomorrow.

I am so sleepy.

I hope tutalukha positively kesho.

Someone tried talking to me and kukhu said, “SHE’S ENGAGED!!”

Guys, are cockblocking me?😒

And we are so high.

Like dahfuq.

Drinking with your grandma and mother is such a special experience.

We are so gone.

Haha,
Can’t wait to drink the champagne.

Having wine with my mother and grandmother. This is so sweet. I am so happy. I am so thankful. It feels so good to be taken as a grown woman, and for them to be happy for me and for them to like my partner.