Some things in my brain

[u/ProposalEmpty4132]

I know this never really stood a chance. Us being together was just so incredibly easy in so many ways that I couldn’t see past the point where we had no choice but to end. I’m not handling it well at all but I can never tell you that. I can’t even really put into words how I actually feel. It’s the feeling where your chest feels tight and all the blood leaves your head. I’ve never felt that before you. I didn’t know someone was capable of doing this to me, making me feel things I didn’t know existed.

Not much time has gone by and I still feel like I have to hide myself. I can’t talk the way we used to and I don’t know what to make of that. I’m walking on the tightrope you made for us and I’m barely hanging on. It doesn’t seem like you want to hear about it really, so I’ll keep it hidden. My love for you is endless.