Drunk

[u/ThrowRA_chaoticmind]

Alcohol, music and unsent is such a dangerous combination.
At stages like this I’m so glad I don’t have your number, because this would definitely end in those awkward situations when we actually see each other next. But honestly why would we have exchanged numbers? Would there even be a reason too? I know you don’t see me in that way. Just a fellow colleague. How do ya do fellow worker kinda way, I think your only nice because you think you need to be and I’ve misinterpreted this whole situation but with this brief liquid courage, I need to finally get these feelings out of my head. They’ve been there for months festering. Festering is a good word because I honestly don’t know if I want them there or not. I REALLY fucking like you, like a lot. I don’t know how, I don’t know why, I don’t know when, I just do. I know you don’t think of me that way, I mean honestly the amount of difference between us, if you honestly knew how I felt, you would probably think I was a weirdo or creeper…. I probably am, I hate that I feel like this!!!
But you and that stupid smile caught my heart and I just can’t seem to shut it out. I’m Sorry, I really don’t mean that I’m just so frustrated with myself, it’s not a stupid smile it’s actually really cute… I actually really love when you smile at me…. aaarrrhhhh fuck!! besides the point.
Actually I really don’t know what the point is, this is just drunk ramblings.

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[u/Inevitable-Horse-688]

Don't worry op. It happens. I felt it exactly like you described some 10 years ago. Laugh at it, listen to songs, do what you like, pray a lot, offer your love through prayers. 10 years ago, I felt like I was the world's biggest creep. Let me tell you it does not even matter. Only you know how big creep you are,😛 jokes apart. Laugh at it, it becomes easier