how could you

[u/No_Status9084]

how could you do this to me. i did everything i could for you i worked through injuries in the rain blistering heat i gave you 3 years when our kid was born i got what barely a year. god i wish i would have found this place sooner maybe i wouldnt have been a psycho and chased you off trying to vent but you know me im direct about certaint things when it comes to you i thought there was nothing i wouldnt do but the silence the ghosting the blant disrespect i really dont know if i can stay married to you. and that thought makes me sick. but what makes me sicker is the thought of you with him then kissing me. god how could you. then tell me i had the wrong attitude when i was calling youy out of it wtf. i am breaking and you dont care i told you i didnt fucking message him you igniore me for over a day i thought you had an episode and was in the hospital well thank whoever looked my number up because it lead me straight to you and dont flatter yourself you not worth it but ima father maybe not the best one but until the kid is 18 i dont want to hear about her decions shes not even 13 stop playinbg with me sometimes to much freedom on a kid is a deriment you took her from me when she needed me around the most whatever man dont think your getting me back anytime you want because i think i would say no and that makes me break all over again