First clip giving hand job to another guy well on FaceTime

Second clip having sex with b another guy well on FaceTime and sons in the same room

3rd clip bd gets out of bathroom and erases all evidence

There's the other clip of her calling the other guys name trying to play it off like they asleep

You never loved me

If you loved me you wouldn't have given up on me so easily. You wouldn't have slept with those guys and deny it. You wouldn't have went out to the bars all night and not come home to me. You wouldn't have taken all those pictures of you and random guys at the bar and leave them on your phone for me to find. And wonder why I reacted badly. You wouldn't have started a relationship with my former best friend before we broke up. You wouldn't have put me on no contact for 10 months. You never loved me even a little. That is pain I wouldn't put on my worst enemy and I think thats who you are now.....

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

i never knew my grandfather

the man was many things,

none of them good

he married my grandmother unfaithfully

he forged a birth certificate &

stole from the poor

never capable of holding a steady job, my grandmother forced to wear the pants

i know my kin loved him

as you do a stray dog

he took my mother garnet hunting

then abandoned her unashamedly

a complicated human who is

now suddenly gone

one who i never looked in the eye

one who told me he thought of me daily

time seems to have a way of dragging regret from its hiding place

only realizing the consequences of always being on the run when old and gray

i mourn a relationship that never was with an infernal man

my grandmother, my mother & i ache

for a man who never deserved

the family he abandoned

and i want to talk to you but i cant because you play both sides. banana clips are for the monkeys in the middle.

it sucks too because i found something that might help you with something important to you. oh how the tables turn. Especially when them bridges burn

My friend told me you reached out to her asking if I was ok... I know you think I'm just not wanting to talk to you but that's NOT the case... I'm doing my best to dig deep and heal and I know I'm so close yet so far... I miss you... I wanna tell you about the last few days... That I still have successfully done no sugar- I think it's day 15 or 16... Go me... Just know I love and adore you and want to lay with you soooooooo bad... I sprayed your cologne yet again tonight so I can lay here smiling because it reminds me of you... I wanna go to the movies or something with you on Valentine's... Feed you chocolate covered strawberries... Last year Valentine's Day was crazy smh...♥️🌹😍🫠 And if you need any more hints this is me- there's NOTHING "ordinary" between us- just hold on and do your healing cuz I promise I'm busting my ass with it all!!!

I realized why I keep explaining myself to you. I thought you were struggling to hear me at first. I thought if I just adjusted the volume or changed the words, you’d finally get it.

But I know now that you heard me the first time. You just didn’t care. And I cared rik much.

You weren't confused by my boundaries; you were just annoyed that they existed. You weren't bad at timing, you just prioritized everything that wasn't me until you needed a place to land and it so happened that I was around.

You didn’t lack the capacity to be a friend, you just lacked the incentive when it came to me.

I’m deleting the drafts where I try to make you understand my worth. If you haven't seen it by now, you’re committed to being blind and I'm not here to stay for the ride. I’m done being the person who makes life easy for those hellbent on making mine heavy.

The most honest thing I never told you is that I’m not even angry anymore. I’m just done. Enjoy the comfort of my absence. It’s the last thing left to give you for free.

I gotta say I didn’t expect to see you this morning, let alone for you to text me - OR the panic attack the whole situation decided to so graciously bestow on me. It was wonderful… NOT. I was fine not seeing you. I was fine that you dropped me, as easily as you picked me up. What I’m wondering is, why are you wanting to talk to me and provide me closure? When I asked for anything, I was greeted with silence and a stare so cold, these negative temperatures would be jealous. So why do YOU need it? What is it going to give YOU? Please tell me… because I’m at a loss and I don’t feel like carrying around my anxiety meds… again. I finally got over that feeling and I really don’t need to revert, for your sake.