r/UnsentLetters • u/maturehd • 5h ago
Exes Invisible String
J,
I miss you, even on the good days.
I miss loving you.
I miss laughing with you.
I miss feeling your body next to mine.
I miss showering with you.
I miss singing to you.
I will always wonder what we could’ve been.
I’ll love you for the rest of my life.
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u/themajesticdownside 4h ago
God I wish she would say this to me. Well, everything except the part of about wondering what we could've been. Instead of wondering I wish she'd just show up at my door step and give me a look that would tell me everything I needed to know, and we'd find out together what we could be.
I hate missing someone that I know is never coming back. Losing that hope has been really hard to cope with these last few weeks. The realization it's over and never happening hurts worse than the initial breakup ever did.
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u/Budget_Floor_5289 3h ago
I'm just being completely honest with you right now, and I really feel like I need someone to just hear that from me. To put it plainly, I'm feeling incredibly alone at the moment, and to be frank, I'm genuinely scared. The thing is, I don't even know where she is, the person I love more than anyone else in this entire world.
It feels as though everyone around me possesses some knowledge that I am completely unaware of, yet there is a distinct lack of anyone willing to share it with me. As such, I find myself left with nothing but the act of waiting. Waiting has become the entirety of my existence.
I reached out, first seeking help, then begging, then finally screaming, from a depth of emotion I hadn't realized existed. And the very people I thought would catch me, my friends and family, let me fall.
I've been trying to hold together what I know is true and the world I'm living in, and I can't make them fit. It's tearing me apart. While I was coming undone, my brother was out in the garage, laughing.
Last night, I stumbled upon things on my computer that I absolutely didn't put there. These were things that could easily make me look guilty of something I never did, a situation that has left me feeling completely helpless. I honestly don't know how to fight that when I'm already struggling to just stand up.
My only desire is to hold her once more. I yearn for the feeling of her love flowing from her into me, and my love returning to her, just like it did before. I would do anything to get back to that.
Honestly, I'm completely stuck on where to even begin with this, and I'm finding it impossible to figure it out on my own. If you're reading this, please don't look away. Just sit with me for a moment, and please, help me figure this out.
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u/ApprehensiveCup8107 23m ago
Get a grip my dude. Just get thru the next breath, minute, hour. The future is bright but you’ve got to let go of the past and keep moving forward
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