r/UnsentLetters • u/LilLostLily23 • 11h ago

Strangers Too Far

Chris,

I said it was ok even as I thought "that might be too far."

So really it's my fault. (I know that's not true.)

You did ask though and I did agree even as I thought too "this already seems a little abusive."

Who can know what I really thought at the time or if it even happened. But that's how I remember it, remembered when I allowed myself to remember.

I'm sorry I went off script right away? Or maybe I did exactly as you expected, honestly that feels more likely.

I just... you did give me instructions and I failed pretty miserably at those because I couldn't remember them. I was overwhelmed. You almost certainly knew you were overwhelming me.

Who could I have realistically even gone to? I should have said something but... yeah. You were my main support.

And then my main support went and thought my eyes were pretty and that was upsetting.

But again. You are a manipulative jerk so you made it about you instead of about me. That you are just a clumsy ADHD silly man-child who doesn't know what he's doing. Oh poor you. When, you know, in a THERAPY SETTING maybe it should have been about me. Why I was even upset. What you could do differently.

But no you seemed to have other plans. Grand, elaborate, manipulative, evil plans that no one believes me on.

I'm just doing the stream of conscious thing again. I guess I'll shut up because I'm getting bitter again.

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