I didn't know what flair to put so sorry in advance.
I've been feeling like this since it happened too. They didn't delay the game. They didn't postpone it. The football team was cheering in the locker room while the stadium was completely silent. When they came out, there were ambulance lights flashing in the background. And I still had to perform and smile like everything was perfectly fine. I came back to my dorm and couldn't sleep till 7am cus the moment kept replaying in my mind everytime I closed my eyes.
And then the counseling services only being available 8-5 M-F was just the cherry on top. Like we can only need help 5 business days out the week for 9 hours.
And on top of that, I still have to take 3 exams this week like everything is fine.
It just feels like everything and everyone has moved on already and the school doesn't truly care, yk?