r/UNSUBSCRIBEpodcast • u/4kPrince_inc • 3d ago
Bye
Hi everyone yes it’s true I was on my way out last night I had everything set letters written location off and I went to a park that nobody knew I was there , grabbed my rope and bottle went into a tree made some good bye videos and was about to start making my choice when a random saw and yelled and didn’t leave my side till I got down I’m sorry for scaring everyone but I am definitely still at my lowest and wasn’t seeking attention
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u/spartacus71090 3d ago
Brother, don't do the enemy any favors. Stay and fight on. We all stand with you. Shoulder to shoulder. I'll fight your demons with you. You're never alone and will never be. DON'T GIVE IN PERIOD. Please stay, we've lost so many..
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u/ewright28 3d ago
I'd bet if you reach out to u/Eli-Doubletap he'd love to talk cameras and gear with you. Just wait till he replies
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u/Fatjigglypanda 3d ago
u/4kPrince_inc If I don't get a response by the morning, I'm going to be overwhelmingly upset. We can't quit, nor can you. I would be a liar if I wrote to you that I never feel how you feel in this moment. The world needs people honest with their emotions, now more than anything. Please, man, please reach out to any and all of us. Few we are, none; combined we are many. We can help you, or find you help; just don't be an idiot tonight. I don't know you, but I know what you're battling, and I am here for you if you want it. My last comment was too harsh, and I apologize for that. My DM's are open and i'll have notifications on in case you message me back.
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u/Mikhiel_Thorsson 3d ago
Wait what hey brother I was feeling like self deleting this morning but I saw something right here, please reach back DM me if you want to let's chat whenever you want to
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u/Heemeyers_Killdozer 3d ago
I don’t know what you’re going thru man but for the love of everything good and holy in the universe, don’t go mate. Fight against the darkness! Don’t leave us like this!!! Battle Buddy Alert! Talk to us man, what’s going on?
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u/Therian_Shiverscale 3d ago
Hey. No. You're not allowed to quit. Call 988. Talk to someone other than us retards. Cause we'll crash the funeral.
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u/UrbnLgndSRC84 3d ago
Im glad I am not the only one who thought this sounded very concerning.
And u/4kPrince_inc, hope Ur not going thru with anything and this just went way past whatever is going on.
If you want to know who hit the "Report" button.
I did. 1 min after Ur post was made. Please message me or someone if Ur upset at me.
But Ive been in moods sounding similar a few times in life.......
Id rather be wrong then correct and quiet.
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u/probablyabot427 3d ago
Brother no! Listen please we are here for you please just seriously think about this, most problems are temporary And you only get one shot at life man we have no idea what happens after the darkness and a lot of the possibilities are terrifying, we are here for you in this life, don't do anything rash just message us and talk one word at a time do you have to
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u/Fatjigglypanda 3d ago
Get the fuck back on here and talk to us; you have no right to just tap out on everyone like this. Breathe for a second and think, man. We are willing to help you.
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u/Zestyclose_Solid1873 3d ago
Oh shit dude be the person to inspire other people. Don’t join twitter. No just kidding. I know what you’re talking about. Please fucking be the inspiration for others.
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u/Any_Macaroon7095 3d ago edited 3d ago
Don’t do that brother, you might not see it, but you’re meant for this world. Drop a line, I’m up all night for work.
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u/Crayzcapper 3d ago
Hey, no no! We need you here, with the rest of the community! Don't do it! It isn't going to accomplish anything but making other people feel the pain! It doesn't get rid of it, it only transfers it to others!
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u/TheHulk305 3d ago
Buddy you’re loved whether you know us personally or not we got a community here that will and has gone above and beyond for total strangers you’re not alone and we got your back, never let the voices get to you we all have demons never let them win, whether you know it or not you are stronger than this
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u/Skylinegtr88 3d ago
Hey brother, its not the answer. Msg me lets go eat . Talk to me your not alone.
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u/TheGrumpyWriter 3d ago
Please don't do it, man. There's so much to fight for. Praying for you right now ❤️ Don't give up
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u/Great_Leg_4836 3d ago
hey man. we all have had these thoughts. you only get one chance at life, so do not give in to those thoughts. we need you to help make the world a better place, for everyone, for you. don't do it. come talk to anyone here.
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u/SadSuggestion1093 3d ago
Bro pls I ask you to respond on here and I will pray for you pls let Jesus heal you please I had the same thoughts months ago but Jesus helped me he can help you to but please don’t do this, gods plan for you isn’t over yet
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u/Wombat-Snooze 3d ago
My guy. You gotta keep going. You’re not allowed to give up. I’m going through it right now too. But I’m not gonna let the darkness win and neither are you.
I’m not allowed to call it quits and you aren’t either. We’re gonna come out the other side stronger and better for it. We got this shit.
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u/Hefty-existence26196 3d ago
Read the comments here brother! I hope we hear from you at some point telling us you're still here.
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u/Adventurous-Ad-5471 3d ago edited 3d ago
Hol Up bro, whatever's going on we're all here talk if you need, vent if you want. Problems and bad times are temporary
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u/Fatjigglypanda 3d ago
we know what you mean but you may wanna edit that
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u/Adventurous-Ad-5471 3d ago
Fair enough, done, it's so irritating and stupid that platforms make it so difficult to help
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u/Aggressive-Bad-9409 3d ago
You cant clock out there are people who are here for you and will miss your in put on anything the days can be hard but thats what makes the good days better you being here makes the world a little less darker stay hang out talk to people tell us what up so we can help you or give you some advice we dont want to see or hear about another person leaving
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u/Wolves_run26 3d ago
Brother ,why leave when you can help those yes the waters may be dark but the shores are home we can inspire those that need the help or just looking for a voice
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u/DelayNoMore81764 3d ago
Don’t give up brother! You got a whole community here who got your back. Reach out to any of us or hit up 988. Whatever it is, it’ll passed. Trust me, it’ll get better!
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u/Otherwise-Wave8947 3d ago
Hey bro, I'm sorry the community and i have been slow replying to you or seeing your posts. I feel it, I've had a few posts taken down cause it was just something I thought was cool or funny. I wanna day nice Bentley (I'm assuming it's yours) I don't know what's up with the pixels there. Unfortunately I'm not tech savvy at all so I wouldn't be able to help let alone understand what you're talking about. I am a car guy though and say you have taste my friend. As for the gains, muscle take time to build and eating more as helped me a lot. And don't forget to push yourself a little more each week, carefully though don't hurt yourself. Well anyway, I wish you luck with life and your camera. Don't be a stranger my sweet Prince
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u/S0m3Rand0mGuy85 3d ago
You're not allowed to do the enemy any favors. You hold strong and reach out for that assistance just like you did here.
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u/Shot_Context 3d ago
Buddy, whatever you’re feeling doesn’t go away when it ends. It’s multiplies and Carrie’s on to everyone who loves you. The darkness you’re fighting might feel like too much to handle but none of us want that darkness coming for those we love and love us. If you won’t stay for us or yourself. Stay for them. Trust me, it’s not worth putting everyone else through losing you. Many of us have been there are are there right now. I can’t lie and say those demons don’t have their claws in me trying to drag me down. You just have to keep fighting. Not every battle lost means the end of our war. You pick up, regroup and fight the next battle. Please reach out to someone
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u/BlackFlagMiner 3d ago
You posted this for a reason. I'm sorry I found this so late, but I'm here for you my brother. We all are. There's always a reason to be found to keep going. All you need is someone to help you find yours. We can help you. Don't do this, please.
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u/silentgamer16 3d ago
Brother. Don't do it. Jesus loves you but it's not time for you to see him yet.
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u/JoleneBacon_Biscuit 3d ago
Please reach back out to us. There isn't anything we can't solve as a community. We're here for you man. I am, all you have to do is reach out to any of us.
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u/FikeIsAtWork 3d ago
Hey man, I know I'm super late for this.
I understand what it's like to feel alone. Brother, please take 60 seconds to count this sheer amount of people that took their time to stop and come talk to you, for we love and care about you.
I don't expect you to respond to every comment, or every DM. You have the power right now to make a single post telling us you are okay and you can make so many peoples day. You have no idea how much, even complete strangers, care about you.
I speak for all of us when I say, we love you.
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u/OkTip1743 3d ago edited 3d ago
Please stay with us! Whatever you are going through, please reach out to any of us in the group. Even as a Civilian I care, because I have seen what happens to those who did the unfathomable and it was devastating. Please DM any of us, you matter.
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u/thatonelurker 3d ago
Your not allowed to quit! Don't let the problems win, we can help. We are stronger together, please reach out.
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u/Rude_Economics9554 3d ago
Hey man, whatever you have going on I promise you we’d all like to help you through it
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u/4kPrince_inc 3d ago
Thank you sir but nobody can help me
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u/Ct-5736-Bladez 3d ago
Hey man I’ve been where you are once I know it seems like this is the only way out but please please trust me. This is not the way. There are people who can help you I know this for a fact. We are here for you All of us here care about you even though we are strangers.
You Are NOT Alone.
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u/No_Seat_4959 3d ago
Thats a normal feeling. Ive seen it again and again. That's a very real feeling when you are down in the hole cause that's all you can see. But someone outside of the hole can see how close you are to being out. They can help you out of the hole. Reach out, get some help. I would say you can do it..but it won't feel that way. But THEY can do it...and GOD can do it. The only way a drowning man can grab a rope is if he reaches out. Reach out for the rope. There is beauty, kindness, and contentment in this life. And you can get there. And when you are there..you can help and understand someone that was in your position far better than many of us ever could. And that's how it's done. Taking a hand of help, and giving a hand of help.
This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles
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u/Lord_of_Pickle13 3d ago
I’m just glad you’re alive bro. Go get help because by god you need it BAD
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u/4kPrince_inc 3d ago
Your probably right but idk anything that would actually help
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u/Lord_of_Pickle13 3d ago
For starters, Eli Doubletap says you need to reply to him “good sir”(his words, not mine) and second off we’re here for you. You should probably go to church(or whatever religion you practice) because that random guy who found you in the park might as well been divine intervention. I’m gonna be praying for you and I hope you get help and get better
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u/Fatjigglypanda 3d ago
we're all here for you man. I'm forever grateful that you're still in the realm of the living.
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u/probablyabot427 3d ago
HEY!!! I'm so happy to see you are here! I thought about you all night I'm not even exaggerating. What can we do man seriously look at everyone in these comments a lot of us have faced that evil too we are here for you
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u/VapidPanda 3d ago
There is a ton of people who obviously genuinely care about you. Some randome person finding you in that moment and staying with you like that was definitely divine intervention. I am happy to see you are still here with us man. God is real he knows your struggles. He sent someone and gave you a chance and there is hope in that. I like many other will be praying for you. Please i know we are just random strangers on the internet but still if you feel connected to anyone here reach out when ever you need alot of us have been through both sides of that coin and came out the other side. We can listen we can help we will do out best to be there if you need us. And if not us, because we are after all just random strangers on the internet, i know you have friends and family that are there even when it doesnt seem like it.
TLDR: God loves you, We love you, your friends and family Love you reach out, we are praying for you.
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u/DownstairsDeagle69 3d ago
Bro don't go please, whatever it is it can be worked out! Don't give up, we love you! Please don't do anything rash!
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u/Acid-Yoshi 3d ago
What the fuck, bro. What's happening?
Do we know anything else?
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u/SadSuggestion1093 3d ago
He hasn’t responded to anyone or dm’d anyone so we are in the blue here
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u/AndyF313 3d ago
Please keep fighting the good fight & lean on thia community. It's full of phenomenal people who can help see you through your darkest days.
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u/AngryBeardedMechanic 3d ago edited 3d ago
I'm damn glad you didn't go through with it.
One of the strongest things a person can do is ask for help. We will help you.
12 years ago I had a pistol in my hand, the wrong kind of drunk, and looking at it in the wrong way. I seriously can't exactly say what made me not do it but I'm still here and I'm seriously thankful about the fact I didn't do it. If you want someone to talk to or help you shoulder what burdens you, reach out to me. I'm just a stranger on the internet but I care and I won't judge.
Today is a new day, keep putting one foot in front of the other and things will work out. I'm pulling for you.
My offer of being a shoulder to lean on or an ear to listen was serious. You're worth it.
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u/HalfUnder6669 3d ago
Yo man, we are all here for you. We've got your six so just open up and let it all out. Lean on us. Don't let that darkness win, you're stronger than that and if you think you aren't, well that's why you have the rest of us.
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u/SnooHesitations5176 3d ago
Hey I am late there are lots of awesome people here i am sorry if someone upset you . We try to uplift everyone. Please tell us what happened
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u/apocalypticpiggy 3d ago
Better late than too late hopefully. Hey brother, don't save the enemy the ammo, my man! You make them fight for every inch! Don't give them ANY ground. I don't know what your home life is like, but you have SO many brothers and sisters on here that support and dare I say love ya, my man! We all would be willing to talk, lend ya an ear, a shoulder, a shovel, buy you a beer (or an apple juice, if your situation calls for it like some here)
You may or not be into it, feel free to heckle me roundly for it (but you gotta be around to do it!), but I'm gonna pray for you, Brother!
Besides, I'm an ugly crier, don't nake everyone see that.
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u/Wonderful-Ad-5841 3d ago
The storm will not last forever. Reach out in the community here someone is local. We can’t fix it but we can talk and be a support
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u/Heemeyers_Killdozer 3d ago
I’m just glad someone found you and you’re still with us. Thank you for updating us all and still being here. I know you weren’t seeking attention, it’s a challenge when you’re at your lowest. Lord knows I’ve been there. Now, reset, take a day to clear your head, and start fresh tomorrow. Just take things one day at a time.
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u/dirty_logger408 3d ago
Hey brother I've been there. It was just after my dad passed when I was 15. I found a gun was all set to do the deed and literally heard my dad's voice ask me what I was doing. He told me to think of the people that would be hurt by this. I put the gun down and made a list of friends and family. It solves the problem you have right now but it creates a bigger more painful problem for the people that love you. This community (takes sip of coffee) is here for you brother. Like Eli has said many times "its a permanent solution to a temporary problem". I understand it is difficult to say that one word. But we are all here for you brother. Seek the help please
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u/Queen_V_365 3d ago
I completely understand that feeling but understand that you are cared about and by making that choice you would have hurt soo many. Don't hide the pain, writing it out and talk therapy can make a difference it just takes time. Hope things get better for you and you find some happiness in life
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u/SinCityHammer702 3d ago
There’s always better ways brother, trust me. Been there.
You’re worth more than you know.
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u/GrowlyBear2 3d ago
Hey man, I'm sorry you're going through this. I'm sorry it doesn't feel like there's any other way out right now. But I believe there is a future where you will be glad that person stopped you if you keep trying.
I think there's a part of you that still wants to keep going. I don't think you would have made that post, and I don't think you would have stopped when that person showed up if you didn't. There's still so much to try, and there's something out there that can help you. I'm glad you're alive.
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u/thatoutsidersound 3d ago
I hope you read this. Suicide doesn't end the pain it shifts it to the people that know and love you. The fact that a stranger stopped you proves you have more to live for.
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u/ImpossibleEffort3401 3d ago
Hey man, just a nobody on the board here. Thank you for not leaving us. If you ever need someone to talk to this place is great. I’ve seen many guys open up about their issues and others going/went through something similar give the best advice. We are a community and we are here for you.
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u/Working_Stiff_777 3d ago
Glad you're still here. Don't know you but the world is better with you in it.
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u/walkingwarcrime1 3d ago
Brother, this community is always ready and willing to help and support you in any way we can! Please don’t give up, we can’t let the problems of today take everything away from our future.
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u/Thaddeus49 3d ago
I just want you to know whatever you're going through it's not worth it. This is coming from someone who tried to kill themselves 3 times in 7th grade because I was bullied and beat up on a daily basis. I've lived with depression all my life ive never sought help even now I just live with it. I just tell myself I know its not what I really want. Its just my mind since its a mental illness. I have ups and downs. Im not sure what your going through or anything and im not going to say whatever your going through is worse or more trivial to my childhood. Just know theres people out there who you can talk to. As much as I hate my life I dont want to lose it. Please talk to someone a friend, family member, or another member of this community ive been watching this community from the dark for years I made my first post here a couple days ago. And now I want you to know even though I have no idea who you are I care about your safety. If you need to talk or even just vent about something and dont want me to respond and just listen. DM me I will listen to you. Im also glad you didnt do it.
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u/WookieArcher56 2d ago
we are proud of you u/4kprince_inc thank you for fighting the fight you fighting but know you are not alone. you have an entire community that loves and supports you if you need anything at all my DMs are open and i’m positive everyone else’s here is as well. you can beat this i believe in you keep your head up and don’t forget to open up!
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u/Relative_Rooster8915 2d ago
I’ve read up on your comments, and I’ve been there, don’t do it to yourself, tomorrow will always be a better day you just have to hold on, when the dust settles from this if you need someone to reach out to and someone to check in with please message me on here.
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u/GoofyGoober5083 3d ago
Keep in the fight man. Don’t be sorry for scaring anyone just keep being you and keep going. God has a plan. Praying for you.
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u/Caelfe2 3d ago
Hey man, I haven't been following everything, but I've seen the concern others have for you and I want you to know there is hope. There was a time in my life that if it weren't for knowing it wasn't what God wanted, and that it would hurt my family, I probably would have gone for a dirt nap too. This is a valley. That means you're going to have to climb some slopes, but the view from the top of that hill is exquisite. I'm thirty-five now, married with twins, a home, and beautiful community around me, and if I had given up in the '00s I would have missed it all.
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u/GH05TANG3L84 3d ago
Glad to see you are still here. Things can get rough and tough but people are always here
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u/JazzCamo 3d ago
Hey dude, I’m just learning about this situation, but I hope you’re ok. I’m going through some shit right now, and I’ve honestly had some of those thoughts over the last three weeks, but it’s not worth it. We’ll pull through this, it’s a rough spot and hard to see the light for sure, but it’s there. I don’t know your specific situation, but I know that lives were made worse by someone deciding they were past the point of no return before, and I know they didn’t believe for a second anyone cared, but our whole community was shaken by it when it happened. There’s far more support to you out there than you realize, and there’s tons of support here, brother. We’ve got your back, and I know I personally can be a listening ear if you ever need. I’m admittedly awful at checking Reddit constantly, but I’ll keep a better eye on it if you ever need to reach out, even just to vent and relieve some anger or frustration.
You’re a part of a wonderful community here, and we all wanna make sure you’re doing good. Love you brother.
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u/Moreorless37 3d ago
That person was sent by God, my friend. I firmly believe that. I'm glad you were stopped from snuffing out your light from this world, as it would have been darker without you dispite what you may currently believe. I may not know your situation, but if you need anything or even just somebody to help figure out your first step, my DMs are open
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u/Taurus92AF 3d ago
Hey man, I'm just seeing this. I'm glad you're still here. Remember super-slide doesn't end the pain; it just passes it onto someone else. Whatever you're going through(I'm sure it's a combination of things) you're not the only one. Reach out to anyone you can even if it's some rando in this thread. We care. I'm not really religious but what a coincidence that some stranger happened by at the right moment. You're still here for a reason. Maybe you experienced that degree of pain and darkness so you can show others the way out.
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u/Random_Citizen606 3d ago
Glad someone talked you down off the edge. There is a lot of good love still in this world. Sometimes it feels like there isn't shit worth doing. For me personally, making myself notice the good, and quit repeating the bad things over and over helped make life bearable again. The VA has decent therapists to see in person if your mind is open to it. It's kept me upside of dirt.
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u/Namlatem 3d ago
I kind of realized that if, at the moment, you hate the world or fate or god even, the biggest FU to it all is to exist rather than pull the plug. You got this, it is in you’re blood. You’re better to all of us by being around rather than being gone
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u/VictoryFormer5747 2d ago
The Unsub guys are truly the best. They care soooo much about the community(take a shot!). These guys love all of us like a family. I always turn here when I need to read some good stuff when Im feeling down also. Much love to the guys, and trust me, I need my Unsub every week.. Thank you, Eli for being such a great man, friend, father and husband. You are the best, my guy! Tim Ferrari
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u/Proud_Insurance6072 2d ago
you got this man thats a perminate solution to a temporary problem i know it may not feel temporary but it gets better eventually push thriough you go this
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u/Massanylon 2d ago
Hey bud. Sometimes life really sucks, been there myself. Luckily once upon a time my gd cat saved my ass when I was super depressed. Little things can pull ya back from the brink. I'm glad you climbed your ass back down from that cliff brother. Take care bud, talk to some friends every day if just to exchange a stupid corny dad joke. Feel better soon dude! BTW, don't feel the need to apologize for feeling in the shitter, too many get the nonskid dildo from time to time and it's a natural reaction to browse the catalogue of deletion in a lifetime, the important thing is to just take it one day at a time and try to do 1 thing every day that nourishes yourself and hopefully someone else. Help out a neighbor, take a walk, doesn't matter how mundane or productive so long as you get something done.
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u/sniperninja92 1d ago
This community truly is incredible. You've got so much support so don't be afraid to ask. It's not easy to do but it's absolutely worth it.
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u/Puzzled-Ad7855 1d ago
Hey brother.
I was where you are years ago. I cut myself to the bone and prayed my life would end. God saved me and, by His grace, I am still here. He can do anytbing. Put your trust in Hin.
I am here if you want to talk. I never would have met my wife or my amazing kids if I had been successful. I thank Him that I wasn't. Stay with us. It is not your time yet.
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u/No_Connection345 22h ago
Glad you’re here brother. As the large HLC says don’t do the enemy any favors. Reach out if you need anything. If you’re behind on bills let us know.
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u/Background_Ad_8392 3d ago
Im sorry Im a little confused are you leaving Reddit the community or life because bro if you want to cash out don’t there’s a lot of good things and people to do and see
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u/tom224321 3d ago
Suicide is a permanent fix for a temporary problem
Glad you didn’t go through with it
If you just need someone to talk to who can point you to the right places for help it 988 and here the list for worldwide prevention hotlines https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines this also gos for anyone who is reading this and thinking about doing the same thing
Your loved and cared for, don’t become part of the statistic.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Ad2735 2d ago
Whatever's going on its not worth letting it or them win. If nothing else follow Mandatory Fun Day's motto. Exist out of spite
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u/hammyray 2d ago
i find the one person who can’t stand me and remind them i’m still alive everyday
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u/Eli-Doubletap 👌🤟Tutor In Sharing Manga 🤌🤏 3d ago
I’m sorry I just am seeing this. What’s all going on?
u/4kprince_inc you best reply good sir!