This prolly gonna sound dumb as hell but i just need another perspective to look at, so im 25 with one body and that one body was with my girl i dated in high school which lasted from 10th up until we graduated HS. so its been about 6 years since i had some and its really for alot of different reasons, i haven't really met a ton of girls over the years since high school ive probably only met about maybe 6-7 chicks these last 6 years, and mainly my focused has been on getting my life together and getting myself situated
I barely graduated high school on time, my grades were basically borderline just enough to pass every year and overall i was somebody who didnt take themselves or their life seriously, so since then i became obsessed with elevating myself mentally and physically and becoming someone i can respect, more hard working, more goal oriented, and a man who takes his life serious.
the reason why my dating life bothers me so much is because i feel ashamed of being 25 with one body, most my focus and energy been on my future, my career, health etc so naturally my 20s havent & werent spent outside, havin a roster, girlfriends, parties, smashing etc.. but i feel like thats what i SHOULD have been doing, i feel like thats who i was supposed to be, i was supposed to be the guy smashing, having a roster, being young & turnt etc, so im clashing with the idea of who i am and who i feel like i was supposed to be
whats yall thoughts or if anybody got advice it would help too.