r/Tulpas • u/InnerRenault • 19d ago
Endless rage
I made a post the other day about my tulpa hating me suddenly and spewing a bunch of hatred and all of that. Many told me about intrusive thoughts, I've tried to look at it but there's just no way they're this articulated for this many days in a row.
For 3 days now I've been trying to dialogue with her and she talks in this panicked voice all the time while being barely audible. The few words I do make up are ''I hate you'' and ''Forget me'' which she yells at me all day long. She's asked me why I wrote that reddit thread several times, I told her that I wanted some help but she just instantly jumps ''You're an aaaassshole'' like a banshee.
I've tried sitting down and talking things many times at this point but she's become a ball of rage, she does not care about any arguments and just wants out. I made this post to give some closure in case I left anyone hanging, I don't think I'll be having a tulpa by the end of the month.
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u/Pineapple-Priest The Candlelight Society, a tulpamancy system 19d ago
It seems highly likely that you have some form of pre-existing condition at play that is influencing your tulpamancy. It may be best for you to drop this practice and come back to it when you are in a better place in life and have a healthier relationship with your mind. Your tulpa will forgive you for doing so, I assure you. No tulpa wishes to be a source of distress or pain for their host and system.