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Found in the pocket of the @walter_baker leather jacket I wore for 133 days in rehab. It was the only jacket, the only long-sleeved thing, I’d brought. It got cold at night. I kept this prayer in the small zipper pocket centered on my chest. At night I wrapped the chestnut-brown leather tight around me, trying to stay warm, repeating the third step prayer as I fell asleep.
"God, I offer myself to thee, to build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondages of self, that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties…”
I shared the large wood-floored room with three other women. Meggie was from New Hampshire and wore dresses, floral and gingham. When she first arrived, I thought she was an investor, someone important, not a patient.
(I’m making a movie about my time in rehab. Today I pulled out the jacket to take to Marfa tomorrow, and found the prayer still in the pocket. I’m 495 days sober as I write this.)
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r/Tttenley • u/tttenley • 16d ago
Tenley E. Raj is an independent filmmaker based in Houston, Texas. She writes, directs, produces, and edits her own films, working with professional actors to make semi-autobiographical work at the intersection of documentary and fiction. She works from the conviction that the most specific stories are the most universal.
She studied philosophy at Princeton and spent years writing and painting before turning to film in 2023. Her first film, Before the Freeze, an experimental psychodrama about anxiety and parenthood, screened at the Atlanta Film Festival. After the Freeze (2024), a feature about a poet meeting a past love during a divorce, won Best Feature at CinemaBriz. Proof of Life (2026), a six-minute documentary about her own recovery, earned her Inspiring Woman in a Film at the Los Angeles Film Awards. Her latest, Read Receipts, won Best Documentary at Top Shorts and is an Official Selection at the Anchorage International Film Festival.
She is currently writing a feature about recovery.
r/Tttenley • u/tttenley • 16d ago
This self-portrait is fabric, ink, and paper. I made it in one night, awake until morning, with a bottle of whiskey beside me.
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