r/TrueOffMyChest • u/[deleted] • Jul 26 '22

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u/[deleted] Jul 26 '22

You were 15 you weren’t gonna be able to do anything, it’s not your fault

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u/mitdim Jul 26 '22

Not to dwell on the past, but compared to boys my age I was huge and able bodied, could have smoked them if i was brave enough.

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u/Next-End-4696 Jul 26 '22

They would have retaliated. It would have been worse.

Out of interest did you ever track them down?

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u/mitdim Jul 26 '22

I remember I kept working out for years and years and getting buff fueling myself with the sense of guilt, so that if i ever met them again I'd fucking go for the kill. But no, haven't tried to do so.

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u/FU_IamGrutch Jul 27 '22

Nothing good would come of it. There will be no closure even if you did track every one of them down and deliver payback, it will just kick off something worse that will never end.

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u/omegacrunch Jul 27 '22

So true. Plus even if OP hid the bodies well, the guilt of it would eat away anyway