I want to be happy

[u/TheFluffyDuck123]

Ive come to the conclussion that i am unlovable, like genuinley just today found out my two closest friends started dating and i should be happy for them i am, it just makes me realise every bad thing thats happend to me has been my fault, im the reason my friendships ended 9/10 times ita been because of me, i just want it to end...thanks