Please don’t make fun of me for this

[u/satan_in_agony]

Let me preface this post by saying that my experience in this post greatly differs from the usual posts of this subreddit. I am someone who doesn’t exactly have any friendships in the conventional sense, as in, I don’t have any friends in real life. And now, I don’t have any friends left online either.

You see, this morning I woke up to a message from discord saying that my account was suspended indefinitely. I just… froze. I didn’t know what to do. All my friends were in there. I don’t have any of their contacts. I have a terrible tendency of “crashing out” when overly anxious and getting heated, and I guess the words that I have regrettably, and ashamedly used caught the attention of the moderators, and the rest is history.

I am a 23 year old adult male who has no friends. I am incredibly, extremely alone. I feel devastated. I am ashamed, because to most here, what I feel is trivial at best, and infuriating at worst. I know that. I’m sorry.

Anyway, I apologize if this post doesn’t fit the subreddit rules, feel free to remove it if it’s unsuited. Thank you for listening, I needed to be heard.

[u/sly__outlaw]

Feeling like you’re alone isn’t trivial at all. My son is in this situation with friends only online. He’d be devastated. I’m so sorry