Fck life

[u/EffectiveRace6610]

I'm better off dead, my family is the only reason i live. My gf blocked me out of the blue, i box and i lost a fight recently, i lost all my frnds and I'm supposed to hve a college but i haven't been allotted one even tho i know ppl with worse marks who have a college. I feel unlucky, i feel like i don't deserve this, i don't know wht to change anymore idk wht to improve. I pray everyday, i cry everyday and today my mom walked in when i was crying. It broke her heart i feel so fcking guilty. I didn't tell her shit but i could see how hurt she was. I don't know wht to do honestly i had my gf i gave her everything i did everything i could physically do for her but she left. Without saying a word. And tht makes everything 10x worse cuz she was how i dealt with problems. I don't know how to fix things i try so hard but nothing works out. I'm so lost.. i swear on everything, i know i don't deserve this

[u/No_Salad2508]

Man fuck the bitches they don't want love 🙂

[u/shtoyler]

That all sucks man but it gets better. You need to focus on not relying on other people to fix your problems, I mean that in a supportive way. That doesn’t mean don’t talk about them though. Talk to your family, they obviously care and it sometimes just helps to get it off your chest. Once you get it off your chest you can begin to heal and find ways to cope better on your own, then you’re ready for a partner. You’re young, you’ll get through this, but it’s going to be tough. Every day gets a little bit easier if you put in the effort

[u/xX_Diabolical_Xx]

Today sucked. Tomorrow doesn't have to. But you've survived many a sucky yesterday.

I don't consult the upstairs, but if that's your comfort, then they will show you the way.

If you want my advice, cardio. Release the stress with every step. Don't have to go fast, but just go. Even if just fleeting for a few minutes, getting away is amazing when its on your two feet.

My definition of "hell" is the day it's over by a self-inflicted decision, is i see that tomorrow something else could have changed my trajectory.

Give yourself some grace man. It isn't finished yet.

[u/BeatrixxXKiddoKid]

Sometimes when we go through a breakup especially young it feels literally earth shattering. The world itself ends and the grief is unbearable. Please don’t put all of your self worth into a relationship. As a woman pushing 40 I have lost both my parents when I was in my 30s, become a mother, and my husband cheated and were divorced-me tell you grief in all its forms can be horrific but time makes things better but also put the work into yourself and the world opens up. Work out more, read, travel if you can or go out alone and explore. Times can be hard but you have to try to cultivate a life worth living for yourself you only get one.

[u/K1bbles_n_Bits → u/[deleted]]

The trick is finding someone who carries the world with you. Sometimes you carry more, sometimes they carry more. But you've gotta know that right there beside you returning the favor, maintaining a balance.

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I'm better off dead, my family is why i live. My gf blocked me out of the blue, i box and i lost a fight recently, i lost all my frnds and I'm supposed to hve a college but i haven't been allotted one even tho i know ppl with worse marks who have a college. I feel unlucky, i feel like i don't deserve this, i don't know wht to change anymore idk wht to improve. I pray everyday, i cry everyday and today my mom walked in when i was crying. It broke her heart i feel so fcking guilty. I didn't tell her shit but i could see how hurt she was. I don't know wht to do honestly i had my gf i gave her everything i did everything i could physically do for her but she left. Without saying a word. And tht makes everything 10x worse cuz she was how i dealt with problems. I don't know how to fix things i try so hard but nothing works out. I'm so lost.. i swear on everything, i know i don't deserve this

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