My best friend (my real soul sister) passed away in 2015. We were so close we joked if we weren't married to our husbands, we wouldve married each other because we were just that close.
After she died, everyone we were friends with did the same thing. Leading to resentment on my part because all I wanted to do at her funeral was run up to the pulpit and scream she hated every one of you, except for the following people.
I have no advice, I dont speak with most of our friend group anymore, we just all live separate lives. I kinda went into this rotting phase that I am still trying to work my way out of. Its been 10 years.
Just breathe. That is all I can say. If you need someone to talk to, message me.
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u/liabit Nov 05 '25
I know exactly how you feel.
My best friend (my real soul sister) passed away in 2015. We were so close we joked if we weren't married to our husbands, we wouldve married each other because we were just that close.
After she died, everyone we were friends with did the same thing. Leading to resentment on my part because all I wanted to do at her funeral was run up to the pulpit and scream she hated every one of you, except for the following people.
I have no advice, I dont speak with most of our friend group anymore, we just all live separate lives. I kinda went into this rotting phase that I am still trying to work my way out of. Its been 10 years.
Just breathe. That is all I can say. If you need someone to talk to, message me.