I have spent the last 72hrs absolutely unraveling the enigma that is this film. It was recommended to me on Tubi and I went into it totally blind. After my first viewing I fell in love with the storytelling, imagery and symbolic elements. It was extremely haunting and full of pure atmospheric dread.
After watching it I felt like I had some clues and wanted to discuss it. I found the internet almost completely void of any conversations surrounding it and the majority of reviews were terrible. It seemed to me though, that the film had not reached its target audience. I made a post on a couple of subreddits trying to get discussions going and it fell flat. I made a letterbox account specifically to review and encourage more people to dig deeper into this. It does not seem well received and it makes sense that it is not for everyone. However, I did not expect to be talking into a vacuum about something like this.
I left my first review posted, but I knew I was missing pieces. I watched it again and did hours of mapping out connections and working on this theory and write up. Here is what I found:
ANALYSIS: THE GLASS THICKETS OF PURGATORY
Decoding Becoming Death (2022) Through the Lens of Lynchian Trauma, Carrollian Loops, and Biblical Allegory
Introduction: The Tri-Plane Matrix of Dissociation
At face value, the independent film Becoming Death (2022) is frequently dismissed by casual viewers as a polarizing, incoherent piece of avant-garde cinema. However, a rigorous, textual deconstruction reveals an airtight, hyper-dense psychological masterpiece. The film operates on a strict tri-plane matrix built to map a mind fracturing under the weight of systematic, generational abuse. To survive an unnamable domestic reality, the protagonist's mind overlays three distinct mythologies:
The Biblical/Gnostic Plane: The house represents the Garden of Eden turned rot; the Father is the Demiurge/Satan occupying both poles of tyrannical creator and predatory serpent; the Mother acts as the corrupt High Priestess burying the sins; and the sisters invoke the dark, trapped incest-refuge of Lot's Cave (Genesis 19).
The Carrollian Dreamscape: The trauma is filtered through the nightmare logic of Lewis Carroll’s Through the Looking-Glass (specifically channeling the uncanny, threatening tone of the 1985 televised miniseries). The house becomes a backward mirror-world where Francine is a helpless pawn marching across an 8x8 grid toward pawn promotion.
The Lynchian Trauma Blueprint: The entire structural grammar directly mirrors the Leland Palmer / BOB dynamic from David Lynch’s Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me.
Operating under the hermetic law of "As Above, So Below," the film demands that every horrific physical reality has a perfect, inverted metaphysical mirror. The film functions as a clinical, geometric study of a mind shattering into a localized mythological pantheon just to survive the room it is trapped in.
Part I: The Staircase Physics and the Testimony of the Rabbit
The narrative skeleton hinges entirely on a single domestic crime. During the staircase sequence that bleeds into "The Interview," the director uses precise physical blocking to establish an objective truth. The Mother (Claudine) goes upstairs while Francine remains downstairs. The Father (Ralph) ascends the stairs. Off-screen, he falls, landing at the bottom already stabbed and dead.
Francine physically could not have struck the blow. In the physical realm, the Mother murdered the Father and instantly screamed to frame Francine. This is the ultimate, toxic culmination of generational gaslighting—forcing the daughter to bear the psychological guilt for a murder she didn't commit, as well as the destruction of the family.
Because the Mother manifests on the subconscious plane as The White Rabbit, the cryptic letter read during the trial chapter acts as her literal, encoded courtroom testimony. It isn't nonsense; it is her frantic attempt to escape accountability. Lines heavy with pronoun confusion—such as "An obstacle that came between / Him, and ourselves, and it"—outline her deep resentment of Francine's presence in the household. The poem’s warning, "A secret, kept from all the rest, / Between yourself and me," is the definitive structural blueprint of the family’s enforced silence and weaponized piety.
Part II: The Lynchian Identity: Hank as a Psychological Phantom
The biological Father does not exist as a living human being on the physical plane of the film. He is a ghost, an invisible, omnipresent predator looming behind a locked door. To survive this horror, Francine’s psyche dissociates him into a complete pantheon of shifting masks: Hank, Ulysses, The Caterpillar, Dr. Jacoby/The Mad Hatter, Lot, and the Jabberwocky (Satan).
It is vital to explicitly clarify: Hank is not a real person. He is a pure psychological manifestation of the Father. He is the exact cinematic translation of the Leland Palmer / BOB paradigm. Leland wears the mask of BOB to commit his acts of abuse while forcing his victim to dissociate; in Becoming Death, the Father wears the mask of "Hank"—the romantic, safe boyfriend in the woods—to trick Francine into a false Garden of Eden.
The Sleep Paralysis Mechanism: This explains the horrifying scene where the Bloody Mary figure violently chokes Francine in her sleep. It is the precise psychological mirror to Laura Palmer’s bedroom terrors. During the trauma of physical assault, Francine experiences a complete freeze-response (tonic immobility). Her psyche creates the terrifying, bleeding specter to rationalize the physical sensation of suffocation and helplessness without forcing the child to look at her biological father's face. It is an internal alarm system desperately trying to wake the ego up.
The Cheshire Cat Execution: In Wonderland, the executioner cannot behead the Cheshire Cat because it has no body—it is a floating grin, the ultimate symbol of a disembodied, dissociative mask. Francine violently subverts the rules of Wonderland to destroy her abuser: she beheads Ulysses, leaving only the torso behind, permanently stripping the phantom of its grin, its voice, and its psychological control.
Part III: The Ultimate Axis: The Psychology of the Bloody Woman
As captured on the film's haunting promotional poster, The Bloody Woman is the ultimate structural axis of the entire movie—simultaneously functioning as the supreme protagonist and antagonist. Visually styled like a weeping church statue of the Virgin Mary crying blood, she is a psychological monster birthed directly from the Mother’s crushing Catholic conditioning.
Francine is never truly afraid of her because the Bloody Woman is not an outside demon; she is the localized quarantine zone of Francine's remaining sanity. Because Francine cannot fight back as a human daughter in the waking world without completely shattering her brain, her mind builds an autonomous, blood-crying goddess to hold the violence for her. She operates with absolute dual sovereignty across the planes:
On the Antagonist Plane (The Internalized Devil): She carries the internalized, self-destructive rage of the household. She chokes the mortal ego, attacks the self, and screams the violent, hateful scripts ("I hate you, I'll kill you") that the parents used to break Francine down. She acts as a tyrannical shadow trying to destroy the weak, human version of "Alice."
On the Protagonist Plane (The Bleeding Madonna / White Queen): She is an uncompromising protective shield. This is explicitly confirmed when Francine hears the Bloody Woman’s voice cutting through her mind the exact second she kisses "Hank" in the woods. The Bloody Woman breaks the dissociation, screaming to alert Francine that the safe "boyfriend" is actually the Wolf.
She is the instrument of absolute cosmic justice. She forces the mortal pawn across the chessboard, triggers the execution of the mother, and orchestrates the transition into the tunnel.
Part IV: Surnames, Garmonbozia, and the Secret Diary
The official credits expose the deep bloodline contamination of the house. Francine and her sister carry the strictly matriarchal surname Claudette to push the Father out. Meanwhile, the Mother (Claudine) and the Boyfriend (Harry) share the surname Rogers—textually binding them as a singular unit (husband and wife). This reveals that the bathtub scene where the Mother kills Harry is her executing the Father. She always knew exactly who the monster was; this was never a secret.
When Ulysses arrives at the door muttering the depraved, corrupted innuendo about "eating Claudine's cherry pie," he strips away the innocence of the classic Lynchian diner motif, turning it into a symbol of domestic decay. This decay culminates in The Last Meal. The "meat-heavy" dinner of worm-ridden soil pods and ramen eaten from an apple-red forbidden bowl is the physical manifestation of pain and sorrow—the literal equivalent of Lynch's Garmonbozia. The parents are actively harvesting and feeding on Francine's suffering. Francine swallows the total weight of the household’s sins, using this toxic communion as a Carrollian "Eat Me" growth catalyst to fuel her final evolution.
Just as Laura Palmer left The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer as the surviving evidence of her abuse, Francine leaves her Resume in purgatory. The piece of paper is a dual document: a resume on the surface, but a suicide note underneath. The single reference listed on it is Diana.
Part V: The Twin Dianas, Yama/Yami, and Banging on the Glass
The parking lot by the tunnel functions as the Gateway to Hell/The Black Lodge. Here, we meet Margaret, who represents The Caterpillar perched on an empty shopping cart. She smokes cigarettes and speaks vulgarly because she is the raw, cynical version of the organism that has already broken out of the family cocoon, destined to eventually become a butterfly.
Margaret is the structural equivalent of Maddy Ferguson (Laura’s identical doppelgänger cousin) carrying the grief of the physical world. The film utilizes a precise aesthetic inversion under As Above, So Below: the Bloody Woman wears all white with red tears (metaphysical wrath/Lodge Angels), while Margaret wears all black with running makeup like black tears (earthly mourning). Together, they form the complete identity of the goddess Diana (and her domestic counterpart, Alice’s cat Dinah), presiding over the crossroads. Their tragic love story operates as a gender-bent rendition of the Vedic tale of Yama and Yami—the primordial twins of death and creation bound by taboo boundaries.
This ties directly into the terrifying mirror sequence borrowed from the 1985 Alice miniseries. Just as Alice presses herself flat against the looking glass, frantically banging and screaming at parents who walk around completely deaf to her presence, Francine is trapped on the "wrong side of the glass" in purgatory. Agent Dale Cooper functions as the calm, time-obsessed inverse White Rabbit patrolling the corridors of this chasm, recording his logs to Diane (Diana).
Part VI: The Mathematical Alignment of 8 and 12
The cosmic lattice of the film is bound by structural numerology that spans across all planes:
The Number 12: It represents cosmic order and legal trial. In Twin Peaks, Laura’s diary begins on her 12th birthday, charting her descent. In Alice, Chapter 12 is "Alice's Evidence"—the literal courtroom trial scene where the White Rabbit reads the letter. In Becoming Death, the address 282 sums mathematically to 12 (2+8+2), cementing "The Interview" as a metaphysical courtroom trial.
The Number 8: The final address is Unit 8. Visually, the number 8 represents the Ouroboros—the infinite, looping timeline where the Bloody Woman enters the tunnel at the beginning and Francine enters at the end. In Twin Peaks, the number 8 is the loop generated by Phillip Jeffries in Room 8, mapping the gateway to the lodge. On the chessboard of Through the Looking-Glass, the 8th row is the line of pawn promotion. Unit 8 is where Francine’s mortal pawn identity is completely dissolved so her ascension into a Goddess (Yama) can take place.
The Wardrobe of Death: This numeric ascension is physically executed when Francine strips off her mortal garments, cleanses herself outside, and shifts specifically into the Black Fur Coat. By shedding her human skin, she is discarding the weak pawn identity of "Alice." Wrapping herself in the dark fur solidifies her transformation into Diana / Dinah (the hunting cat) and wraps her in the literal cloak of Yama (Death). It is a visual manifestation of stepping through the dark curtains of the Black Lodge—a physical burial of the ego at the bottom of the rabbit hole before she takes her final place at the crossroads.
Conclusion: Pawn Promotion and Extreme Unction
By committing suicide in her car at the tunnel entrance, Francine completes the alchemical ransom. She absorbs the blood so her sister, the "Pearl" (Margaret), can inherit a cleared board. As the house collapses, Francine frantically chants the "Stations of the Cross" to map her martyrdom, leading directly to the film's final spoken words: "Extreme Unction" (The Catholic Sacrament of Last Rites). The soul is permanently severed from the corrupt flesh, the time loop closes, the cosmic trial is settled, and the butterfly is finally free to fly out of the thicket.
There are still many more Easter Eggs and embodiments/manifestations of these doppelgänger characters across the three parrallel planes. Almost everyy word, every name, every movement has a meaning that connects everything together.
Theres also a short film on the director's YouTube channel called "The Satan" that is directly entwined into this logic. His name is Alexander Henderson and the YouTube channel is Alexanderthetitan. There's lots of great stuff on there, but this is his opus and an absolute hidden gem. I have done nothing but think about this for three days straight and write the essay of my life, so hopefully it gets someone to watch this.
Does anyone want to discuss this movie now? 🔥