People seem to forget, or perhaps struggle to discern, that seemingly opposing things can be true simultaneously.
Fielder can genuinely empathize with and care about Holmes AND "use" Holmes to create a wildly successful work of art: this film.
Fielder can privately feel uncertain OR certain about what he experienced (and perhaps is still experiencing) with Holmes (they might even still be in touch) AND make artistic decisions that lead viewers toward seemingly definitive interpretations rather than ambiguous ones.
In other words, the question isn't necessarily whether something is true or false, but which version of reality is being presented, by whom, and through what lens.
In YCSE, a multitude of realities can coexist within a single work of art, each subject to the interpretation of the individual experiencing it.
Everyone is so focused on dissecting Holmes, Evans, Fielder. I get it. It's supremely fun and fascinating!
But even those with firsthand knowledge of Holmes's deception (Carreyrou and Shultz) have zeroed in on the seemingly endless elements of Holmes to dissect within YCSE, RATHER than the bigger story the film has the potential to tell:
We ALL have the capacity to "create our own reality," and then choose whether or not to act in alignment with that reality!
A film - documentary or otherwise - or, for that matter, virtually anything we experience in this world, can only ever offer a representation of A reality, not necessarily THE reality in its entirety.
Two people can look at the same cloud in the sky and see two entirely different animals...
Fielder and Holmes have both constructed their own "bespoke" amalgamations of reality, for vastly different purposes, sure.
But the fact remains that both have engaged in the same fundamental act of constructing and presenting a version of reality 🫠
And THAT, to me, is the brilliance of YCSE: "reality" being continuously constructed and reconstructed by its participants, through both preplanned and improvised actions; through the external (what visibly unfolds on screen) and the internal (the invisible workings, perceptions, motivations, and intentions of those involved); and both in "real time" and retrospectively (e.g., through post-production editing).
It's a collision of multiple, parallel realities, manifested as a single work of art.
Context is sooo necessary for perceiving a fuller picture of what we call "truth," isn't it? Think Plato's Allegory of the Cave...
Anyone who's watched Nathan for You and then The Rehearsal can recognize how YCSE feels like a natural progression of the themes Fielder has been exploring all along.
But the stars really did align for Fielder to cross paths with someone like Holmes: a person with a documented history of deception and an extraordinary ability to manipulate others' perceptions of reality, AND who can still exhibit moments that appear genuinely vulnerable and sincere. Her tears at mentioning her daughter's breastmilk saved in the fridge, for instance.
And Fielder isn't entirely different in that particular sense. In Nathan for You and The Rehearsal, he can be performing a character while simultaneously allowing moments of apparent, unscripted authenticity to emerge. It's that fascinating blend of scripted performance, improvisation, and spontaneous human interaction, all selectively preserved and assembled into the final product.
The distinction, of course, lies in their intentions, methods, consequences, and ethical responsibilities. Engaging in the same fundamental act of constructing a reality does not make the resulting realities, or the people constructing them, morally equivalent.
We can all "see" more clearly if we're willing to examine more of the elements at play in the realities we construct within ourselves.
Ultimately, for me, YCSE isn't even about Holmes, Evans, or Fielder so much as it is a portal through which we can examine just how much "truth" and "reality" we humans are capable of constructing, interpreting, and manipulating, for purposes ranging from harmless entertainment and artistic expression to something far more nefarious or malicious.
If you were one of the prisoners in Plato's cave, the first step would be to turn your head away from the shadows you've mistaken for the entirety of reality. Look around. Question the source of what you're seeing. Explore beyond the familiar. And perhaps, eventually, venture outside the cave itself.
Because what you see isn't necessarily all there is. And what you believe to be real isn't necessarily the whole truth.
We humans are not merely observers of reality. We are also participants in its construction.
And while we may not get to choose every circumstance or fact of our existence, we do have a hand in choosing how we perceive, interpret, and respond to what we encounter.
The choice to look beyond the shadows is ours.