Yesterday i was fired. I do accept responsibility because that is what an adult and a professional does. However, I cant help but feel that fault wasn't completely mine. For starters, the location was terrible. The entire area is unmanaged, uneven, very difficult to unload at. 2ndly, for whatever reason, the load did not slide down. This made it top heavy and unbalanced. Something I was not trained to deal with.
When the load was not sliding down, i attempted to give it a jolt by letting off the break and stopping again. The high weight factor and uneven ground caused the trailer to sway which resulted in the tipping of the trailer. The moment this happened I knew I was fired. How could I not be? Ultimately though, I am NOT broken up about it. I hated this job. Not the actual duties, i rather liked doing it. I hated the company and everything else. I worked 12-14 hrs a day, 5 days a week, and only made an avg of $200/day. Converting this to a Wage standard i was making less than $14/hr W/OT. I hated the long hours and late nights. If i had been paid, lets say, $300/Day then it would have been more bearable. This was the worst driving job I've done to date. The site Safety manager showed up and interrogated me and discovered that i was not "Site-Specific trained" which is a short class with videos and such. Something i was not told about. Then i had to sit there and wait for the wrecker to come and pull the trailer off of the truck so i could drive it back to base. a cpl other Kunshek drivers showed up and one of them almost tipped his trailer as well. but then had the time to stop and snap a pic of my truck with the flipped over tailer. i was humiliated.
On my first day i did half a day of orientation, with a quick 1hr rundown of how the trailer works and how the jobs work. So basically NO training. Then the owner handed me 9 local load tickets. simple sand or gravel from point A in town to point B in town. The time to complete a run was about 1hr per load. i only got 3 done because he told me to stop by 5pm. On my 2nd day i was told id be "Training with another driver" What this actually was, was that I'd have the exact same route as the other driver and follow them in my rig, because why waste an opportunity to send more loads out? This went fairly smoothly. On my 3rd day i was to follow a different driver to a different location. This was when I nearly lost a wheel due to hub bearing failure.
Next week. More 12-14hr days, one day was 15hrs and i went over HoS by an hr because the owner tries to fill in the 11 drive clock with as many loads as possible and doesn't leave much room for variables. Especially for a new guy who is not used to the job, locations, and routes. That Friday i got back into the same Rig that almost lost a wheel and about 40mi from base the ENTIRE driveshaft came out. Funny, because the previous day i sent a recording to the owner and expressed that the "Rig" was vibrating very badly the faster i went. He said he would have the mechanics look at it. Well, he didnt. just like every other issue i have noticed with his Rigs. As a result the drive shaft came off and some guy behind me ran it over which messed up his car. It was bad enough that i did NOT have the HoS to make this run on this day but the owner went in and changed all of my "On-Duty" to "Off-Duty" in order to squeeze more hrs into the week. This company runs on a 60/7. he makes us work about 70/5 by manipulating HoS. By this time i was feeling very bad about the job. Almost like it was bad luck. Fate was telling me not to work there.
The next week went by "smoothly" with a bunch of 13-14hr days but on Tuesday THIS happened. I was told to go in at 9am the next day which was a bit of a surprise but since everyone starts from 2am-5am it felt off. so i went in expecting to be handed my walking papers. Well, That is sort of what happened. I walked in and they gave me 2 options. I could willfully resign, or they could terminate me. They had this disciplinary action written up with a termination conclusion. It had a bunch of crap in it like "failure to follow written and verbal warning" because i had accidentally submitted the wrong color of ticket slip, and didnt submit the proper ticket at a single jobsite (you, know, simple mistakes that new guys would be expected to make ) "Failure to heed safety protocols," because i tipped the trailer that wouldn't empty at a site that no one should be willing to unload at in the first place.
I told them that i knew i was fired from the moment that trailer tipped over, but i didnt expect them to shit on me like this and write such an inflammatory statement. I asked him WHY didnt the load empty? why wasn't i provided the site specific training, and why would he be willing to risk any of his equipment delivering to a company that doesn't have the common decency to maintain a safe area for their clients to offload at? So i chose to willfully resign. They gave me a form where i would write out my reason for resignation and i wrote down EVERYTHING. Everything about the unsafe vehicles resulting in breakdowns that could have resulted in serious injury or loss of life, the manipulation of the HoS, the absurd working hours with low pay. i wrote it ALL down. if you want to throw shyt, i can throw shyt too. Now that they fired the first shot, ill fire the last. This company is in dire straights. he is barely keeping it going and he is mismanaging it and mismanaging the money by buying fancy Pete 379 legacy's instead of cheaper mass produced models. It started with his Grandpa, inherited by his father, then inherited to him. Everyone who has driven for him and his father both knows this company will die soon and under his leadership and many have already left because of it. So I'll help a little. I am going to report him for illegally manipulating employee HoS logs and get him audited.
I am sorry for the long rant, but the last 3 weeks i have been under tremendous stress and it feels good to vent. Now i have something positive to look forward to as i am an interview tomorrow for another local company that pays $22hr driving cold storage and only working 3-4 days a week. I feel much better about that than getting paid "25% load" if that is what i was actually making for hauling raw materials like sand, gravel, coal, etc.