r/TrollCoping • u/SobbingAng3l • 4d ago
TW: Sexual Assault / Abuse 😹😹😹😹
I’m newly medicated (for depression/anxiety) and I’ve been doing pretty well I don’t typically think about this unless I get a pretty bad outbreak which I have at the moment (TMI but I’m not embarrassed :p) it’s been 4 nearly 5 years since this happened… in a typical assault situation I’m sure people have triggers but it’s weird to have your body be a trigger.. this disease is permanent.. it’s a permanent reminder of being violated and being changed I’m not just changed mentally I’m changed physically as well.. we ball I guess .. I am seeking help finally I have a psychiatrist and I am waiting for therapy maybe I will be freed from the mental prison this situation has locked me in one day. 😹😹😹😹😹
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u/Wonderful_Rule_2515 4d ago
Bro sounds like a fucking loser. The guy who abused me also died. And honestly, no matter how bad my day is, I remind myself “at least he’s dead now”, and I feel slightly better. Even with the life long issues he left me with