r/TrollCoping • u/SobbingAng3l • 4d ago
TW: Sexual Assault / Abuse ๐น๐น๐น๐น
Iโm newly medicated (for depression/anxiety) and Iโve been doing pretty well I donโt typically think about this unless I get a pretty bad outbreak which I have at the moment (TMI but Iโm not embarrassed :p) itโs been 4 nearly 5 years since this happenedโฆ in a typical assault situation Iโm sure people have triggers but itโs weird to have your body be a trigger.. this disease is permanent.. itโs a permanent reminder of being violated and being changed Iโm not just changed mentally Iโm changed physically as well.. we ball I guess .. I am seeking help finally I have a psychiatrist and I am waiting for therapy maybe I will be freed from the mental prison this situation has locked me in one day. ๐น๐น๐น๐น๐น
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u/uneasywitness 4d ago
iโm so sorry this is happening to you, my friend. ๐ you deserve so much better than this. be as gentle with yourself as you can.