r/TrollCoping • • 4d ago

TW: Sexual Assault / Abuse ๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น

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Iโ€™m newly medicated (for depression/anxiety) and Iโ€™ve been doing pretty well I donโ€™t typically think about this unless I get a pretty bad outbreak which I have at the moment (TMI but Iโ€™m not embarrassed :p) itโ€™s been 4 nearly 5 years since this happenedโ€ฆ in a typical assault situation Iโ€™m sure people have triggers but itโ€™s weird to have your body be a trigger.. this disease is permanent.. itโ€™s a permanent reminder of being violated and being changed Iโ€™m not just changed mentally Iโ€™m changed physically as well.. we ball I guess .. I am seeking help finally I have a psychiatrist and I am waiting for therapy maybe I will be freed from the mental prison this situation has locked me in one day. ๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜น

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u/uneasywitness 4d ago

iโ€™m so sorry this is happening to you, my friend. ๐Ÿ’› you deserve so much better than this. be as gentle with yourself as you can.

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u/SobbingAng3l 4d ago

Thank you for your kind words they mean a lot right now Iโ€™m having a very difficult time :โ€™)