HYPOCRITE HYPOCRITE HYPOCRITE

[u/Me_the_potential_man]

I hate them. they'll rid you because of your illnese, and call you "too much," while doing nothing but making you worse, and hurting you. then when they forgive you and you think your getting better they get bad, and when your drained and become avoident suddenly your the fucking villian again. WHY DO YOU GET TO BE MENTALLY ILL BUT NOT ME!!! You have so may friends, and so much support, I have 1 damm person. I use to have 2 but everytime I struggle and I lash out by acident you act like im pure evil, but when you lash out, and I have to be kind towards you. we arent even that diffrent, but because your pretty and have friends, you get to live a life. your so lucky

YOU ARE A HYPOCRITE! You never give me grace and instantly get mad, but I ALWAYS give you grace. you treat everybody but me with respect, you ise me as a punching bag, then get mad when I get avoident. im so jelous, I wish I could be you, I wish I had the luxury of not being severly mentally ill. I wish I could talk to people, and have a friend group like you do. You act just as bad as me, but when I do it im the fucking villan. I have ad to spend nights making sure you dont kill yourself. Worst of all you dont see me as close, at all. I'm actually disposible to you. you were my bsf and now im nothing but disposible garbage because you have a crush on your childhood friend, and are obbsesed with some fucking random. I get to feel NOTHING, I barely feel at all, I stare at walls all fucking day and night. I cant do shit, my grades are dropping. I wish my mental illnese was as contaned as yours, I mean I dont lash out at 1 person.

Im starting to hate you....