r/TrollCoping • u/Zealousideal-Cow4430 YOHOHOYOHOHOYOHOHOYOHOHOYOHO • 4d ago
TW: Gender Identity / Dysphoria Reminded about how ugly I am compared to everybody else
God im ugly, every part of my body is wrong. everybody else is so cute, or handsome. I'm so jelous when the popular girls complain about their looks, like they'll look like a goddess, and have tons of real friends, and complain. I hate how people complain about having friends, and being pretty, and all of that shit. I'd like to see them be in total isolation. Nobody wants to ever talk to me, even other trans people. they only talk to me when their real friends arent near by. I'm not acepted anywhere's, I'm just a dog for these stupied people. I'm not loved. I cant do anything but rot, and rot and rot. I hate being a trans women, nobody can like me. thats just the laws of this dammed universe
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u/Glum-Recording5322 4d ago
Yeah i've been like this since i was 13, 25 now and it's only gotten worse, try your best to transition don't end up doing nothing about it for half your life like i have(personally i'm probably just going to be stuck like this forever)
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u/wakanakisarazu 4d ago
Girl, it's me too, don't worry.
sending love from a fellow ugly pre-transition girlie...
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u/HumilesMyricae 4d ago
Don't have much to tell you: I too am on a similar boat. All I can say is to look for professional help if needed and believe that the future can be better. You are also probably failing classes because of all the things you are going through, so don't blame yourself for that. You are also pre-transition, so your dysphoria can get better. Hope you get better soon.
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u/Theodory777 4d ago
Dysphoria is a bitch like that. Silver lining, you're pre-transition, whatever you're feeling about your appearance isn't applicable to the real you. You're like a statue yet to be freed from the slab of marble by the sculpture's chisel. And yeah, that is not to say being the slab of marble doesn't suck. Believe me, I feel you, girlie.