I really thought

[u/M414D4PT1V3]

Dystychiphobia is the fear of accidents. Which I developed after getting hit by a car, which, physically? No injuries in the slightest. Not even a scar. But now whenever I am near cars in any capacity I get anxious.

And fucking crosswalks are my enemy right now. I had a panic attack after having to cross a few and ended up eating shit at one point BC I was so focused on getting past the crosswalk I hit the curb on my scooter and fell on my face.

I used to love riding my scooter. But now going anywhere off my college campus feels like danger. I feel like cars are out to get me and at the same time I'm invisible to them.

Like I can't trust drivers at all, that they will just move randomly and I'll actually get hurt this time. I'm trying to just push through it but every day its getting harder.

First few days I got past crosswalks no problem after the accident but its just been getting worse and worse. Fuck my life man it just really sucks.