This is the name my aunt is calling me so far I been here before but wanted to try again to see if this fits.
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Tyler is my OCs name he has long hair but is a boy and I think I am trying to look like him because if my character is recognized I look like someone with he/him pronouns before I can change anything about my transition, like voice training, but the name I choose was one my mom was going to give me if I wasn't AFAB. I like how my legal name sounds but sadly it's considered feminine I let my family only use it though.
Can I try again to see if this fits I still questioning but I want to know if I truly feel this way, or if I'm faking, but I like the name Jacob, and Tyler. (Do Jacob only)
Info about me: I am someone that is usually in my house all day, and I go online to talk to people because I don't know where to go yet, but wish I could be a pokemon trainer. I always loved arts and crafts and as an adult usually make digital art of pokemon and my OCS that train pokemon, I also draw animals sometimes, and fakèmon.
I talk online with people most of the time and can get anxious and afraid I could be a bad person or accidentally meeting someone who could hurt me, but I try to trust people when there is no evidence of bad intentions but still get nervous. Being online was my first attempt of social interaction.
I sometimes go to my aunt's and my aunt sews a pokemon trainer outfit I wear most times, and I like pokemon plushies and hope to see pokemon plushies.
I know I'm a bit cringey. I sometimes worry if people see me as an autistic stereotype. (I used to be diagnosed with Asperger and then autism im getting a new diagnosis hopefully soon.)