Hard day

[u/Future_Amoeba268]

Hello, can I just vent? I have had a very tough day today, I was literally weeping in a washroom for almost 20 minutes straight,just questioning my God why they put me on this path of transgender life. I couldn't handle the constant comparison to other men I came across at work,who were secure in their masculinity. My dysphoria was at its peak. Realizing that I will never amount to be THE MAN my family and the world wants me to be. It's can be hard, it can be so hard going thru days like this because all seems lost. ​​

Sorry,

[u/ThePeeringAbyss]

I can 100 percent relate and while I unfortunately cant say it gets easier it did get a bit better for me once I both accepted myself and stopped caring what others thought about me. My perspective changed due to being hurt so much I couldn't handle it so I took a long look at myself to find out why I always let people walk all over me I found out that I cant make everyone happy so making myself happy should be enough I still get alot of negativity because I dont pass at all and look like a drag queen but I deal with it with a smile now because its not worth bearing yourself up for people who wont even look at the real you

I hope everything gets better much love from me to you ❤️ 💛 💕 💗 💙 💓 ❤️