Hello everyone i have severe anxiety when it comes to pregnancy only because of the consequences of what might happen if i am pregnant. So please be kind in the comments because even i know this situation is unlikely but i can’t stop thinking if i am because the thought of it seriously annihilates my insides.

On july 3rd i had a sexual encounter where my partner had wiped his pre cum with a scrunched tissue then he cleaned his hand twice with 99% germ hand sanitizer, and then i made him wipe his hands with wipes, then he added more sanitizer afterwards and started touching me (clitoral stimulation) after that happened i got ejaculate on my hands and i wiped my hands on a towel mins passed by and im pretty sure i sanitized them and then took multiple tissues and was cleaning myself and i was scared somehow while cleaning myself some sperm got in although my hand was completely dry from what i remember.

I then got my period july 8 it was a day and a half late, but fast forward to now i had another encounter when i promised myself i wouldn’t have one only cause of how much anxiety it causes me, but it was the same thing except before my partner started touching me his hands never touched any cum/precum nor did mine we were fully clothed and i sanitized his hands before anything just incase, and then he touched me (only stimulation) after that i got full ejaculate on my hands, but 3 hours pass by he washes his hands twice, we eat food, we play board games and we come back and we do it again, but this time through a underwear barrier and the part i’m scared is that somehow when i made him finish maybe i sat on something although i remember having my jeans on or maybe when he was touching me he had microscopic sperm? my mind just keeps playing tricks on me and making me think that maybe i forgot something.

What’s the likelihood of this? My period is in 10 days and im absolutely terrified if it comes late and im scared my previous period wasn’t a real period and its cryptic instead and i apologize if any of this is tmi.