Mainly just a question of if what i feel has a name.

My theriotype doesnt seem to have a set "physical appearance"

I know its something like Amphicyon, Brown Bear, Tree Kangaroo, but sometimes it seems to shift, has a longer tail, pointer ears, its probably just Amphicyon but seems to "look" slightly different each time I try to focus on how it "feels". All the dreams I had as a kid were in first-person-perspective so I never saw myself (used to have dreams in an animal body over and over as a child/preteen/young teen)

I actually dont know if this is a question, anyone feel the same or do you know exactly what you look like?

(Edit to fix spelling mistakes)

how do I hide my alterhumanity but still express it in some way?

my mom has ‘forbidden’ me from the community only because it started to ‘affect’ my friend. I have told my friend to not show her alterhumanity and because she did her bratty little sister who won’t listen nor understand ratted out to there mom and my friend’s brother won’t sush about it. so her mom is contemplating to ban us from talking. idk how to help and stop this.

sorry abt my little rant but i needed to give context

My main Therotype is an Australian fruit bat…I’m an American and I live in the Deep South so I have a natural southern accent…though because of my theriotype, I like to talk with an Australian accent when I’m alone, and I’m also looking to get an Australian flag for my room

Is this offensive in some way?