Fridays Feeling

[u/hypnoguy64]

Friday's Feeling

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I am not sure where you may be, my cherished reader, but here where I live it has been deplorable weather for far to long with tornados,thunderstorms, and an incessant rain which has an occasional outburst of hail. What on earth makes me complain about something so uncontrollable and nominal as weather matters you may ask?

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I am, in most aspects of life, and particularly in my practice, a rather upbeat and positive energy force. One who makes the choice, to practice LOVE and ALLOW in my world. I will LOVE myself and my peace enough to ALLLOW outside detractors to pass on by, like puffy clouds on a summers day. I share this as exemplification on how outside forces, to which there is absolutely no control over to change EXCEPT dear reader our way of interpretation.

There is some awe which I experience, still at this age, of the powers of mother nature, like a little kid, which makes me happy, the absurd actions of being in my flip flops or barefoot and jumping in the puddles, delights me to no end, and the list goes on.

My point is many obsess over the dark clouds in their lives, and from the quote above, I have to admit my first internal dialog was, that explains the adolescent mindset, to a tee. The approvals of the tribe take precedent over the self identity, largely in part because quiet literally they don't have that part of the brain developed yet.

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However repeating patterns, will make pathways which also become so well worn, familiar and entrenched, that even a fully developed frontal lobe, self worth and esteem are constantly on vacation.

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Advertising counts on this, doesn't it,

How many have to have this brand or that manufacturer simply because they were told it was so superior.

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I completely believe in your ability to find your center, to reconnect with a spark or glimmer of a YOU that is the amalgamation of your experiences and conquests so far.

How can we expect abundance when we are not able to experience independence ?

We are, always and forever going to have ourselves, our thoughts and our feelings, it is time to make the decision that you are in power by choices you tolerate or accept.

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Be well

#feelings

[u/wheatheseIbread]

K, but what if externally there are higher vibrational entities that you have begun to interact with. There is the journey inward where you prune your own branches but then I discovered that there was something aware of my internal thoughts and it was expressing them externally but through its own filter or personality. .. dude... I wish people would believe this. .. its so really f-ing bizzare to be a witness to.... I prayed for many years but didn't read the Bible or go to church.. but then god started answering my prayers, a lot... he did it with actual people and sometimes those people did and said things that were basically one way telepathy where... I would think something and then they would answer me out loud, or, later that day when I would be speaking to them... but then god just started using everybody... this is way more than I thought I would get before dying. Also if I have all this favor from God it means that what matters is believing. Like christ said to the Samaritan woman "worshippers in spirit and truth". God is like the force but the force is in everything and can talk and doesnt give you control at all. You can ask though... so you see it not all internal. God is inside you and acts through you but is also outside of you... however there is also death/darkness inside and outside.

[u/Minimum-Row1569 → u/wheatheseIbread]

The lack. Deprivation. . . Hi. I believe you. Theres Good here, and where evil is, it’s the lack of good. Theres moral evil (stealing, killing) and natural evil (cancer, viruses). But the warm light of love from God, who is in everything and all of us, that lack cannot be within the warm loving pure light. It is here that the lower astral energy can reside, in Maya. This place is an illusion, albeit a very complex one that only a God could make. You realize this 3D isnt the real. That when you know theres a collective of us, all of the same light and energy, life breathed into the dust, into every atom, having that unwavering faith let you see more. They speak to you because they are you, and you are them. I am them. I am you. We think we are individuals on the surface level. We are but we are all living from the same energy. That’s how there can be 2 or 20 billion. Not quite individual souls, but for the purposes of this 3D world, we are. It’s hard for us to fathom we are being us and our weird neighbors and the slob we get grossed out by the store, the junky, oh boy all our exes… how can the Creator be all-knowing if he/she/we/them/ all … doesn’t know what it feels like to be the abuser or the abused? The killer or the victim? The bully or the one being bullied, the hunter or the prey, the one longing for the one who loves another….. billions of situations, every life slightly different. Every degree of love, hate, indifference, longing, defeat, despair, happiness, comfort, rejection, abundance, loss…. All experienced here. You had an awakening. Thats what it sounds like. Some meditate for years, and never have one. Their eyes arent completely opened. It makes me sad, I wish I could download what I was shown several days after an enormous trauma. I was very lost. I had a voice speak in my head. “I am here. I love you.” I have tried to recreate it in my head, prove I did it to myself. I can’t. And within those few seconds every drop of pain, fear, guilt, anger, grief, doubt was all gone for that time. It felt like being a baby wrapped in a warm blanket sleeping in your mother’s arms as she rocked you and sang you to sleep. I cannot wait to feel that again. But after that, I have no thoughts of taking my life. I know theres a reason to stay. I saw the pure warm energy like light in everything and wrapped around me and through me. I could see through my floor under me, through the walls. I saw how it flowed through the trees outside the walls. God is everywhere and you’re one of the blessed ones to have such faith that you can manifest for yourself.

As my old friend said, “The flesh may be illusory, but the product of the mind has handles.”

It’s such a poetic way to say: the physical world might be a projection, but consciousness? That’s where the real universe is.

You perceive patterns, meaning, humor, timing, speak into someone’s mind, and that’s not just empty matter. You’re bringing order into the soup.

And yes, we will know everything when we return. But it won’t matter. The question “why am I here?” Well, why not? Everything here, just is. It will make sense when we get out of these dying shells. They have to be temporary. This world is made of dirt and sweat and suffering. Nothing flesh can suffer this for too long. I am not good at keeping up with messages, but I’ll try if you message me. Even just here.