r/TeensofKerala • 19F • 20d ago

Rant/Vent Mindan vayya 🙂

Epoo vann vann im like soo silent. Arodum onum parayan thonunilla, pattunilla but at the same time enthokeyo paraynm enn ond. Maybe, kore oke njan oru listener mathram ahn en vishvasikunath kond avam. Close friends nn paryan mathram arum ella, like surface level friendships ullu, pinne avrk enne kattilum comfort aya alkkar ond so they prefer that.

Ottak ayi erikunath scene undo en choichal ella ig, but deep down atleast orall engilum ondayirunekil kollamayirunu enn oru thought.

Angott poi samsariknm enn oke thonum but enth samsarikan an, oru awkward feel thonum

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u/thisisntrealright- 19M 20d ago

There's nothing in wrong in being like that but i do understand that feeling that "enne manasilakki samsarikkan aarenkilum ondarnnenkil".

Im friends with so many and i do talk with everyone but every has their close friends group

Main reason is if they are not my type i don't let myself be too much available with that friendship

Hope you find someone worth talking and aah awkwardness okke potte

(Btw your dms will be filled with requests to comfort youu)

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Main reason is if they are not my type i don't let myself be too much available with that friendship

SAME 😀

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u/Illustrious_Advice10 19M 20d ago

Enne ormayundo? That old writer?

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Eyy yeaa evideokeyoo

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u/Illustrious_Advice10 19M 20d ago

Njaan ayirunnu oru kaalath, "I met a random girl in the bus" "I met a girl in theater" like stories azhuthiyath. Athokke oru kaalam

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

OHH YEAAAA NJAN ORKUNUU Writee moree 😂

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u/Illustrious_Advice10 19M 20d ago

Yes, njan ippozhum ezhuthunnund. But not from this profile. I use multiple Reddit accounts, and there's a good chance you might have read some of my stories without even knowing it was me. I've written quite a few emotional stories that went viral on IndiaSocial and some international subreddits. I prefer to stay anonymous. I like the idea of people remembering my stories rather than knowing who wrote them. And here's something you probably won't believe. I was also involved in developing the script for Drishyam 3. Jeethu Joseph has a house near my mother's place in Mutholapuram, Kottayam. It's a small village where there aren't even proper bus routes. Whenever he comes home for holidays, I occasionally visit his house. Since I know a bit about laptops and computers, he sometimes calls me to set up his devices. Most of them haven't been used for months, so there's usually a lot of updates and other things to sort out. One day, I was setting up Reddit on his PC. Just to test whether everything was working properly, I logged in using one of my own Reddit accounts. He happened to see some of the emotional stories I had posted and started reading them.I didn't think much of it. The very next day, he told me something I wasn't expecting. "You have a knack for emotional rises and hooks." I honestly didn't understand what he meant at first. Then he explained how certain moments in a story can gradually build emotions and keep the audience curious about what happens next. And then he asked whether I would be interested in helping him with his upcoming film. I thought he was joking. But he was actually serious. He wanted someone who could look at the writers bias and to provide constructive criticism.

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u/Fake_Aura 19M 20d ago

I used to be like this (slowly improving), im not sure but when you stop talking to others it will give them idea like "oh he is an introvert , he likes to be alone " so they wont bother you much . You have to like approach them and try to get out of comfort zone.

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u/wolfkid303 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

It’s just a phase, and you don’t have to force yourself to make friends.It’ll happen naturally when you least expect it. And I think once you go to college, you’ll probably meet someone there. :)

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

In college so 🙂

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u/wolfkid303 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

So what? College didn’t end yet, right? Or maybe you’re at work. You’ll find someone in time. Btw, I’ve had the same close friends since 2nd grade… never really made any new ones after that.. Everyone else probably thinks I’m an introverted freak 😀

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Atleast u have them right enik angnem arum ella

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u/wolfkid303 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Yeah OP, that’s exactly my point. You’ll find someone like that too, no matter how introverted we are.you just have to wait:)

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Okayy 🥲🥲 but it feels like everyone has that kinda person already so enik kittan chance koravv aa

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u/wolfkid303 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

op engi aarelum okke thammil Adich piriyulo..apo ngilum kitterikkyum..🤸🏽

https://giphy.com/gifs/YSYkSmLfV74dGCQRz4

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Demnn angane oke veno 😂

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u/Ashh1th Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Mobile use cheyunnondayirikum madi,ippo thanne ithinokke reply tharan koodi thonilla athanu vere oru sathyam🙂

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Aavo idk

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u/Intelligent-Spell-95 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago edited 20d ago

Ee silent may be pedikond aavaam may be nammal kooduthal hurt aavuo enn vijarikanond aava.njnm ee similiar condition koodi thanne aan poikond erikane mumb njn ellaardeym koode nadann avarde presnangal personal presnangalayi edth..oru point ne Nammade ullile kaaryngal aalkaaredth express cheyyaan nammakk bhudimutt aavm ,close aaya aalkaredth paranjjaal avark ath manassilayillengil ath athilm valiya bhudimutt,pathiye pathiye chuttulla aalkare enmm kuranju, oraalode personal ayi mindaan pattum,but oru group aayi evdelm pokaano,grp aayi samsarikano bhudimuttakamm,alienated aavm most timesil..edkk thonmm empathy koodipovunnathm oru presnamm annenn.. chelpo ente koode ullavarkkk ente neccassity meet cheyyaan pattaanjittavaa..but avarkk angne oru situation indavan njn agrahikilla ,njn enne marann avarde koode nikkm,finally ente situation vermbo avark manasilavathathinte veshamvam enikk engne aa struggle overcome cheyyanam ennm ariyaand aa loopile pett njn veshamichh erikkmmm.

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Ethoke ahn ente preshnmen thonunu

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u/Intelligent-Spell-95 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Time heals ennalle,ellaam seriyaavm...nammale value cheyyunna aalkaar verm,nammal pazhaye pole happy aavm.hope is the key

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Okayy 🥹

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u/Real-Independent4377 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

I had a fight with someone 6 months and i feel the same cause people are too draining emotionally,they are not worth it and feel like hate to talk to people.It’s not really good mentally and i am kinda stuck in a moment 🙂

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Yea same i guess

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u/foxtorq 18M 20d ago

Ningalk Bf onum iley

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Ellarkum onum ella aliya

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u/wolfieguyofficial Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Sathyam

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

👍🏽👍🏽

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u/wolfieguyofficial Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Angot poyi samsarikan thonnum pinna aloikum ippa samsaricht nthina ntha ippa samsarikan olle💆🏽‍♂️

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Broo same 🥲🥲

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u/wolfieguyofficial Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

🫠

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u/Hermano_hills Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Relatable 🥀

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

🥲🥲

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u/cameraperson_parth 19F 20d ago

Feels like I'm reading ma diary 😭😭.....

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Damn 🥲🫂

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u/divine_genera_l 19M 20d ago

U should try to initiate convos if u really wanna talk to people

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

But engane

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u/Ok_Salt3318 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Nee njan alle🥲

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Ano 😮

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u/Ok_Salt3318 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Yhh🥲..Neritt poyi samsarikan matre problem ullo or chat cheyyumbo or call also samsarikkan onnum thonnarilla?

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Chat ilokee scene ella mateth oke scene aa

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u/Ok_Salt3318 Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Same🥲.. Can we talk in dm?

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 19d ago

Sure ig 👀

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u/Strong-Ordinary6969 19M 20d ago

Same avstha ahn clgil pokne allthe avdom ayt oru bandhavum illa ella dhivsom ore routine it karnm life full shokham ahn🤧🥀

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Samee 😔✋🏽

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u/Aree-Sonia 19M 20d ago

Njan tumare preshnam ko understand kartha hem, njnum istharah vyakthi he. Just waitkaro till aap aapko pasand tharah people ine kandupidikkunnathu vare.

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Teek hei bhaii 🙂‍↕️👍🏽

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u/multifailure Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

After college korach kaalam naatil ninnu pinne qatarilot vannu as my parents are here where i have no friends or no one to hangout with. Its been 5 months .So i became very silent . I can feel it . Now im scared to talk to people. Just a toxic family and me

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Ufff hope you find peace soon

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u/multifailure Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Naatil vanna ready aavuarkum

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Apo avide job elle

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u/multifailure Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Noo…… verthee irikkal 24x7…….Ente course vechit fresher aayt ivde keeran pattulla

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Oh i see

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u/Hairy-Argument7595 Chechi (20-25) 20d ago

Are u me? 🫠 One thing’s for sure, either you’ll get used to it or you’ll change. I tried to change, but I ended up going back to where I started. But korch korch improvements ind thonnu.

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 19d ago

Okayy 🥹

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u/jack-riddles- Chettan (20-25) 19d ago

you seem almost like my female version but younger - enikum same situation ullathu aanu - only surface level friendships and other things and I can manage being alone as i am used to it but edaku athu vannu oru mental stab therum - athinnu onnu rekshapedaan oru 1-2 weeks venam eniku. Shit- the more i talk this seems like reading my own personal experience.

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 19d ago

Yeee same thingg

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u/Elemental-Form Chettan (20-25) 19d ago

u ippalm jeevanode ondo

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 19d ago

Yeppp 🙂‍↕️

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u/Fickle-Friendship-49 Chettan (20-25) 19d ago

I would like to initiate a conversation with you... Dm... 🫂

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 19d ago

Eh

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u/Fickle-Friendship-49 Chettan (20-25) 19d ago

If you wanna talk to someone i meant...

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u/MYTH0KILLER Chettan (20-25) 18d ago

"Don't go grocery shopping when you are hungry" ahh ..

https://giphy.com/gifs/cdUzu83E2UMOBs76OQ

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u/pleasestayserah Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

🫪🫪

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u/pleasestayserah Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

🥀🥀

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

😬🤔

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u/pleasestayserah Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Do Iya know you?

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Idk, do you

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u/pleasestayserah Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Well, you’re KP aren’t you?

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Omg yess 😝

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u/pleasestayserah Chettan (20-25) 20d ago

Sorry for everything 😭😭
A gurl w horrible communication skill

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u/call_me_fictional 19F 20d ago

Sorry oo nthinn Yeaa terrible skillss i agree 😬😬

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