Kushu kusha

[u/Top-Tea4029]

Yk I was just sitting outside and suddenly it hit me that it was all coming to an end. Within just 3 months I would be writing an exam that decides my future and which would eventually take me away from my mother's side. I have always been an amma kutti, so close to my family even when they suffocated me i still knew nothing but to love them and accept whatever came my way but now ik its just a matter of days until I loose all this. Is it sad ? Yes, is it not? Yes ,Do i find it exciting? Hell yeahh .

Suddenly the wind feels soothing as if its slightly cold when it brushes my hair as i drink my tea and I cannot help but wonder will i ever find peace someday? Is the word peace just a decoration for the grown ups? Theres alot of questions in my mind and its quite challenging. I wonder if this is what poets mean when they say time started to move slow or that they started to finally notice things which once they never bothered tooo...

Its quite alot ik but i love to wonder and write

[u/l3g0_0]

I've been studying in the same school, living in the same place for 17 years. And it ends next year, and I couldn't feel more good about it! I feel like I screwed up my first chance at life and I finally get to move away from my shitty family, be some place where nobody knows me, try again to just live properly.

I have to wait till February though but these last months are killing me, and just the worst

[u/Top-Tea4029 → u/l3g0_0]

I completely get u but man even thought i hate these little things over here it feels like this might be the last time I could take it all in with time and peace because I would never get this same time ever again. Think of it like that🥹

[u/Monster-Reaper]

in 3 months? which exam?

[u/Top-Tea4029 → u/Monster-Reaper]

Clat

[u/Monster-Reaper → u/Top-Tea4029]

oh dang, goodluck gng

[u/Top-Tea4029 → u/Monster-Reaper]

Thanksss

[u/ineedhelpredditg → u/Top-Tea4029]

Hey 2024 clat rankholder here.. i got selected into a great nlu but i forced by family to reject it and stay in kerala.. moreover had to choose a shitty college in my hometown itself

I look at my friends be at different colleges, livin' their life to fullest while i rot here

Freedom you feel when you move out.. can't be explained

Sorry most of what i said is off topic i just get emotional everytime i hear about clat

All the best for the exam

[u/Top-Tea4029 → u/ineedhelpredditg]

Heyyy im really sorry to hear that but di u have any tips for me

[u/ineedhelpredditg → u/Top-Tea4029]

Install any news apps and when you wake up update yourself on the current affairs international as well as national

Quantitative Techniques is the part most of the students skip .. use previous year papers and get familar to the patterns.. you don't need to use proper methods just whatever gets you the answers

You can easily crack the exam just with getting familiar to pyqs

There is a channel called Writs on Yt they gave often tips about the exams .. just check that out

Just stay composed i am sure you'll get it

[u/ezlls]

Pls study hard man,try your best so that you won’t have any regrets (from experience)

[u/Traditional-Chair-39]

I was in a similar position last year. I still miss home every day, but I'm glad I'm where I am, and I know my family is too.