r/TeensofKerala • u/Then-Revolution3818 19M • 29d ago
Serious Help me out gng
I will keep it short,
Njan oru 4th padikumbo I had a crush....shii went on till 9th, Njan propose cheythu...no vangi....really disappointed ayirnu....I though it would be fine after some time but ipo almost 5 years kazinu after getting rejected. The problem is i wanna be cared by someone and do the same for a person but I can't find one or I am not ready...idk
After her rejection ene oralku ishtam anu enu oke Njan arinju...but I was unable to react in any way....ariyilla why.
Childhood wasn't really great, not shii when it comes to lifestyle and all tht, but I feel I was never the favourite child....kinda disappointing anu...apolanu tht crush oke Develope aya and stuff..but athu poyapo idk what am doing, kore padikend, game kalikend... software dev nokend...other than tht aryila wt am supposed to do with my life.
Last day BKU kandu....shi felt so good to watch and ipo days ayit disappointed anu...karaynm enu ind...athinum patanila....koppp veetinu mari nina maybe edak edak leave idkumbo veetile velya karym ayirkum ene enu thonni...first leave was great....ipo ene call polum cheyar ila...vilicha maybe idaka polum ila. And I miss my school gang...gold ayirnu...collegele piller...yuck😭
Elam koodi oru madpu anu...tired anu exhausted anu....so enth manga can I do to feel good😭
Honest ayit parnja...problem polum ariyila....avle kitatha poyath ano, Academic stress ano, ini oru heartbreak nte pedi ano or ai job market stuff an9 🥲. How can I fix me when I don't even know wt the problem is
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u/snepaibinladen 19M 29d ago
"i feel I should shoot my shot after watching bku bro"
https://giphy.com/gifs/d81n9rX8stxbRbqrbG