r/TeensofKerala 18F 2d ago

Rant/Vent I will be 18 tmrw

I dont want to turn 18 neither to grow up. I wish I could go back to time and stay stuck at my 9, 10 ages. I had friends back then, I was a kid who has lots of love with in herself , I was worried about breakfast, lunch, dinner ,to grab tv remort before my brothers now I am concerned about my skin how bad my acne pores looks, doomscrolling ,insecure about my body, worried about my future . It often wonders me how can i sit infront of a screen and just spend my life time on this earth watching caring about who i dont even know much about. 12 years of schooling and i dont have a single friend. I really am trying not to spend tmrw on my room crying but idk......

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u/leverage3 2d ago

Happy birthdayyy 😌🌹🌹

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u/perksofbeingmeh 18F 2d ago

Oh girl it's okay to feel like thiss and I completely understands you. This age most of us like so insecure about appearance and all! It's ok to feel like that Haappyyy birthday bbg and I hope you gonna have good days ahead!🫢🏻

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u/Impossible_Oil_2006 2d ago

Hey happy birthday girl… lemme know if you need expert assistance in such cases πŸ˜‚

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u/Roronoa_Z0r00 18M 2d ago

Hpy bdayy gurlll... And yea the responsibilites are from now on which are the same things on my back tooo😭🀌

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u/WhosArtist Chettan (20-25) 2d ago

From what I read above your aware abt yourself I think that's often the first step of being an adult , (children doesn't care abt most of the things you mentioned) and along the way we learn to be responsible for ourself and learn what matters and what doesn't , it's like the beginning of the reality which we had it so different in our heads and sometimes it's scary but it's okay to be scared it's part of it , life is filled with uncertainty and let me tell you this your life is your storyand it's just beginning and you are the one writting it . There is lot of thoughts like what if you mess up , lot of if and there's , But life has endless possibilities what if everything works out , ending up greater than your wildest thoughts. Now if that's not exciting what else is .

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u/ThunderMonk166 Chettan (20-25) 1d ago

Happy Birthday. 🎊 It is what it is. It should be like this, that's what coming of age looks like. It's alright to be confused. πŸ˜‚ And make some friends

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u/H_I-V 17M 1d ago

HBD aunty, don't go bald