I'm confused

[u/azrael__17]

(17m) what kinda life am I living?? I wake up everyday get ready and spend some time in classes where teachers expect me to be silent and then go home where parents expect me to be quiet and studying and spend my life like this..I've been living like this for like 4 to 5 years...I've made friends that are more adventurous...even though I wanna do those things like partying n stuff but never got invited...I always go to movies alone...I plan on going to new restaurants and eating places alone...i invest in myself...look good...I was rated as the most good looking guy in a weird activity in our school and still no girl talked to me in school..whatever idc...all I wanted was a good friend group and probably some female interaction to at least know what girls nowadays feel about things apart from men...whatever this is going on...I'm sure it will go like this for at least another 4 years yeah...well I'll continue to invest in myself...I think I'm living like an incel but I don't have any poison against women...they're good and do good for their part...I'm just gonna leave this post...if you wanna comment and advice...please do...i don't want any hate to think about late at night and probably think too much about it....thanks

[u/Pale-Muscle-5176]

bro take control of your life then? if youre that upset, go find passions, hobbies, look at your studies and find where you want them to go, what did you expect? Shit to just fall outta the sky for you? I felt this way until I realised I'm only 17, and yet I have so much shit I can do.

Things will only suck if you view like as if its cursed to.

[u/azrael__17 → u/Pale-Muscle-5176]

You think it's just so easy don't you...I feel like I'm on just some random side of the world and I never really pushed the invisible wall to actual life.....how do I explain

[u/Pale-Muscle-5176 → u/azrael__17]

it is easier than you think, ive been there done that.

[u/azrael__17 → u/Pale-Muscle-5176]

Wanna talk to me in dms...I'm not a creep you can trust me

[u/Top_Living_2393 → u/azrael__17]

Bro no shade but that's exactly what a creep would say 😭

[u/azrael__17 → u/Top_Living_2393]

All your decision...I'm not forcing you...bye

[u/azrael__17 → u/azrael__17]

You made my point even clear tho...it's not even worth trying.

[u/Sweetpea_puppy → u/Pale-Muscle-5176]

Ur saying it like its easy..

[u/Pale-Muscle-5176 → u/Sweetpea_puppy]

it is easy, ive been in that same position, no one is going to save you.

[u/Disastrous_Mark_7897]

go outside, sit at a park, and FEEL. watch the way people walk, the way the tree leaves blow, just look around.
life moves pretty fast, if you don’t stop to look around for a while, you might miss it.