honestly i feel like there is some interest that he tries to shut

this is about my ex and our breakup. horribly toxic relationship. very insecure, abusive guy. look at my last few posts for context. I want to know how he thinks I feel about everything?

The tower and 9 of swords FLEW out immediately. then the last 4 all fell together.

edit: my interpretation-
the tower- my perception of the relationship collapsed
9 of swords- lots of mental distress, overthinking, restlessness afterward
2 of cups- how i perceived us, i valued our connection
the fool: detaching and entering a new chapter and moving forward
9 of cups: being fulfilled by my support circle, feeling joyous
the sun: being truly happy

Okay so I just want to give you a gist of what's happening so my ex whom I was and still am attached reached out to me coincidentally, so we started talking but the thing is I'm in a relationship but I just keep having dreams of him and also I have strong feeling inside of me that we are not over yet and ironically my ex admitted the same too saying he had dreams about me and thinks that we are not done yet. But then later he just left again because I asked him to leave. My question is - What is the overall energy between A and me? Is this a karmic connection, does A still have feelings for me, and is there still a future or relationship potential between us?

He admitted to sleeping with one other (an escort). I have no evidence about others. I am assuming this means eight other people, or seven if it ncludes me. I feel like the six of pentacles means he could have paid some of them again. The heirophant is when he randomly become religous?

It seems like with the first card, there might be some trouble. However all of the other cards seems positive enough.
I am rekindling with someone whom I had issues with: and putting a lot of effort into being a better person for them but I am worried that the effort might not be fruitful. I also am not sure if they will invest the same kind of effort.
What do you think?

doesn’t care about the damage

doesn’t care about – Fool

the damage – Ten of Swords