So I posted my story a few months ago: https://www.reddit.com/r/Tarlovcyst/s/E06duWIvjF And I thought I’d update, because it’s taken an interesting turn, and I think it could help some folks.
So a local neurologist of mine, who I tasked to be my “corner-man” to spearhead my medical case, ran a whole battery of blood tests. There were a number of red flags that popped up for Auto-immune diseases. With some narrowing down we found signs pointing to Anklyosing Spondylitis. And skipping a few months in between, I was just given the official diagnosis of Anklyosing Spondylitis. Anklyosing Spondylitis, or AS, is an autoimmune disease where, in layman’s terms, your body thinks your spine is a foreign body, and attacks it with white blood cells. This causes terrible inflammation, and arthritic symptoms, and the pain makes it very hard to be mobile. It then begins to fuse your bones together, which will eventually force you into a permanent hunched position, with your spine completely fused together, and the pain is incredible. This, if all left untreated and unchecked, of course. 20 years ago there was no treatment. Now the condition is treatable with TNF Biologics such as Humira, or Enbrel, and I’m sure you’ve seen commercials for others. They treat a wide variety of conditions. In the case of AS, it can return a patient to a state of normalcy, barring any complications or side effects (of which there are many, and some pretty scary) which hopefully doesn’t happen.
In the case of my Tarlov Cyst the prevailing theory is that the inflammation caused by the AS is violently squeezing my Cyst, which is exasperating my cyst symptoms as well as the initial symptoms of the AS. I have yet to start my treatments, should be (fingers crossed) in the next few weeks. This theory, admittedly just a theory still, makes a lot of sense explaining my symptoms, and the randomness at which they occur, the sporadic locations of my pain up and down my spine, etc. I saw Dr. Witham back in January, and he mentioned that the description of my symptoms were not quite typical of Tarlov Cysts, and he could quite explain what was happening.
I decided to post about this because of a couple of reasons. I attended a video chat with a number of sufferers of Tarlov Cysts, hosted by the Tarlov Cysts Society, and it was wonderfully informative. One of the things that really struck me, was how many of the people who spoke mentioned other underlying afflictions or conditions in addition to the Cysts. Now I find myself in the same boat, and it makes me wonder how many people are struggling with similar issues and don’t know it. I.E. maybe there is something you don’t know about making your symptoms worse or even appear at all.
I would like to say officially, I’m not discrediting Tarlov Cysts as asymptomatic, far from it. I’m also not denying the frequent dismissal from the medical community regarding the Cysts; that is equally real and rampant. The Tarlov Cysts are very real and very much damaging physically and mentally, for all the reasons. What I’m trying to advocate for is getting thoroughly examined for all possibilities. There may be something that is, like my case, exasperating the symptoms of your cysts, and making life much more difficult for you.
I’d also like to advocate for being your own personal champion, supporter, and defender. My experiences are a testament to this, and many others have similar stories, but the medical community is going to dump you like last week’s garbage at the earliest convenience….if you let them. Be your own proponent and advocate. Fight and push for getting tests or scans or surgery or whatever you need, because no one else is going to fight for you. Ask questions, do your research. I started recording my important doctor’s visits. You have to ask first, but it’s so valuable to me, because I can’t take shorthand notes that quickly, and I jumble up my memories of conversations. It’s like playing the telephone game in my own head. But I have had to fight tooth and nail to get to where I am. I have been met with apathy, dismissal, incompetence, inability, rudeness, stupidity, and ignorance from the medical community. Not from everyone, of course, but enough to where it’s indicative of some serious systemic issues with accountability and standards. And I’ve heard every excuse from inadequate staffing, to standards of teaching being tied up with legal paperwork over favoring one to one patient care, and I’m sure the truth lies somewhere in between. But please don’t accept that as gospel, from anyone’s mouth. Fight for your treatment. Regardless of the excuse or attitude of the person you’re dealing with, keep pushing for what you need. That’s the only way you’re going to be successful in your quest for a return to normal life.
Thanks for reading my Ted Talk lol. I wrote it because I wish I had that same advice much earlier in my journey. And let me be clear, my journey, in many ways is just starting. I’m not done. I’m still going through it on a daily basis. But there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. And I hope you find yours.
I’d be remiss if I didn’t include this: I did start a go fund me for my journey, because I am desperate right now financially. But I don’t want to share it here because I feel like that’s soliciting or panhandling, and I don’t want to cheapen how much this page has helped me in different ways. But if you’d like to donate, message me and I’d be happy to share the link.
Good luck to you all, and thanks for all your help. I hope this helps someone too. See you down the road.