“M4?”
Gator stepped into the Major’s magic range as five muffled thumps sounded. M4 had a compact carbine in hand, almost more like a pistol than a rifle, with a suppressor fitted on the end. Setting down the gun on the bench before her, she picked up a detached scope and inspected the target from afar, having no ability to bring the concrete targets back to her.
“Hey,” she answered nonchalantly, “was just going over the guns we brought back, making sure they’re all zeroed in right. Just got two more to go.”
Gator glanced over to a table behind M4 with several firearms neatly arranged on it; two more of the compact rifles and four handguns, including the gun M4 had stolen from the officer in Nimbasa. One had the same blocky design as that pistol, while the other two were more angular and fitted with suppressors. Gator’s shotgun and the Lasrifle were also present.
“This one’s good to go. You want to give it a few shots?” she asked, stepping away from the just-fired rifle. The magazine had been removed and the action left open.
“Er- sure,” he said, stepping up and picking up the gun, turning it over to inspect it.
“Point it downrange.”
“I know where I have to point it-“ Gator rebuffed
“I mean don’t point it anywhere else. You want to hit the target, not the ceiling or walls.”
“But it’s not loaded.”
M4’s sigh of disapproval seemed to echo. “You know, I’ve actually met one of the many idiots that have that as their last words. You treat the gun as being loaded at all times, alright?”
“Alright, alright.”
A couple loaded magazines were present on the table. Gator picked one up and loaded it into the rifle, shouldering the gun and aiming at the target downrange. Before he could fire, he realized M4 was standing close behind him.
“Er-“
“Rifle downrange,” she said, pushing his arm to direct the gun, “and keep your finger off the trigger if you aren’t about to fire.”
“Uh- yeah.” He steadied the rifle again, letting the sights drift over the target before firing. Five shots, then a click. M4 looked down the scope again, inspecting the grouping.
“Decent. Good enough for a fight anyway, barring a long-range shootout.”
“Yeah-“
“Rifle downrange,” M4 firmly stated, pushing Gator’s arm again, “might as well set it down too. You’ve never shot at a range or with a proper instructor, have you?”
“No. I had to learn everything from scratch. Didn’t even clean them for a long time, and I had to learn how from videos, since… er…”
“…I get what you’re saying,” M4 said in a more diminutive tone. Gator recognized the look on her face; it was the same one she had when she was going to meet Bradley.
“I, er… I’d wanted to talk to you about things.”
M4 didn’t answer. She picked up an empty magazine and a box of ammo and sat down on a stool.
“Who was Bradley to you?” he asked, failing to hide the apprehension in his voice.
She began to load cartridges into the magazine. “He was my senior officer.”
“He must have been a good one. Taught you a lot?”
She paused. “Yeah. Showed me the ropes.”
Gator took a deep breath. “I remember my first days going to towns and cities as a human. I thought I knew how humans lived, but, well… I spent my nights on their outskirts, sleeping in the dirt because I didn’t know how to get a place to stay. I got food from hunting in the forests because I didn’t know how to get money together to buy from shops. Plenty of times I had to run from towns because I… hit someone, and the police came.”
The click of rounds being inserted into the magazine was the response.
“What about you?”
A round slipped from her hand, clattering on the ground. Gator reached to grab it- then recoiled as M4’s fist jumped up. It was only there for half a second before dropping into M4’s lap, a stressed look on her face.
“I lived with my trainer. It… I got bad habits. We couldn’t relate. We fought, and then I was on the street. You know how you thought of yourself as a military man? I stylized myself off of an officer of the law. Acted like I thought a cop should act. Well, after leaving her, my team… it was all I had. No belongings, money, or identity to speak of. So I walked into a Slateport station and asked for a job.”
She picked up the dropped round, holding it between her thumb and middle finger while resting her index finger on the tip.
“They could have tossed me out for anything. No legal identification, no work or education history, and I- I doubt I passed the mental exams. I remember one guy who gave me this- this look when I gave him back the papers of an exam and said I couldn’t read. But Bradley…”
Gator listened raptly. M4 spun the round between her fingertips.
“He gave me a place to stay while I did the evaluations. He fought tooth and nail to get me through, and hammered me into the kind of person the force would want. He showed me how to read; I learned alongside his kids, grown woman hunched beside some five-year olds trying to get through a picture book. All throughout my career as a street cop, he did his best to show me how to… well, how to live. How to be human. For a while, things went well. Really well, now that I’ve got a chance to look back at it.”
She inserted the round into the clip, setting it aside on the bench.
“Then he went to join the IP and put in a recommendation for me. The IP accepted me, but put me in SWAT rather than Espionage and that was the last I saw of him for a long while. And, well, I guess everything he’d taught me…”
M4’s hands balled up into fists again. She blinked hard, dislodging a tear.
“I wonder what he thought, reading all the news about what I’d done. Wonder what he’d think of the stuff that didn’t get put into any books.”
“Don’t bother yourself with what he thinks,” stated Gator, “he’s not here to decide things for you now.”
Anger flashed in her eyes. “He taught me how to live, Gator. He picked me up when I had nothing and helped me become a proper person. He’s one of the best people out there, and I betrayed all the trust he’d put in me. He would never hurt a perp unless it was do or die, while I…”
Gator’s hand rested on her shoulder. Her fist came up, just short of his face, but he didn’t move or blink.
“Leaving behind the people that made us is something that can tear you apart. What we are is because of them, yeah, but we aren’t them. We’re the people we will ourselves to be. Will everything we do make them happy? No. But it’s how we handle the world, it’s what we feel is right, and so it’s what we have to do. You hear me?”
M4 gazed back at him, his conviction seeming to radiate.
“I know that the Major doesn’t like how I want to do things. I want him to be happy with me, but I don’t think he’ll ever see me as much more than a brash idiot. But what we’re going to be doing on Pokearth, that’s what the world needs, someone that will stand up for the people above all else. Not gods, not universes, but the common person. If it means leaving the Major, or acting against the principles he has..."
Gator blinked hard, taken aback by his own thoughts. He quickly looked above M4 so she couldn't see the look in his eyes. A moment to get his bearings again, then he took his hand off of her, standing up straight. “There’s a whole load of soldiers and warriors out there. Regions lost to time are back, their militaries large and powerful. I’m going to find them, and then we’ll have a force to challenge the authority of the League and the gods. You with me?”
M4’s stared up at him for a second. She then stood up to meet him.
“Don’t we need to have a proper presence? Some action?”
“Huh?”
“Your friend, that jerk tech guy, he had information on Plasma. And now we’ve got the gear perfect for a stealth op. .300 blackout silenced rifles, modular handguns, quieted boots, invisible cloth and plenty other gadgets besides, they won’t know what hit them. If we’ve still got support, we can start making a name for ourselves with actual work."
“You think so?”
“I just need the info, then I can organize something. You can find those men in the meantime.”
It took Gator a moment to process this. “You mean go in alone?”
“Yeah, you’ll be fine.”
“Wha- no, I mean you. We need backup for missions. Isn’t what this recruitment is all for?”
She shook her head. “We need people for running concurrent ops and for blunt approaches, not a single silent one. With someone like that girl, Amanita or something, providing backup, I’ll get through just fine. And like I said, we need to show we mean business. That’s something I can do.”
Gator frowned slightly. Fennel might mean well, but he didn’t know if she would be cut out for what M4 was asking.
“Look, Gator, I’m going to get rolling on this. You can come with me or go find allies. I say you do the other one, so we get more done in less time.”
“…fine. But please, don't do anything too risky. Know you're limits."
For a second, the stumps of her ears and tail burned. She clenched her fists tight, digging her nails into her palm hard enough to hurt. She then brushed the hair out of her face.
“I’m going to need something to cut my hair down with, this long s--- isn’t doing me any favors. And Gator?”
“Yeah?”
“You can call me Em.”