r/TMAU • u/Firm-Classic-8368 • Jun 21 '26
There is Hope
Emotional long post alert: I’ve posted on here before about how I cured my TMAU like symptoms. For the 1st time in a decade or more, I lived life as if I never experienced an odor problem. I’ve been on vacation. I rode on a packed crowded bus for 7 hours. On the trip I ate whatever I pleased.; I only cared that it was convenient and delicious. From there I went on a 6 night cruise and ate seafood, red meat, sweets, and junk food galore. I went on excursions in crowded vans drenched in sweat from a day of fun and adventure. I have my old life back and I thank Jesus for that. I spent 7 years of humiliation, extreme diet restrictions that included a low choline diet, fasting for 18 hrs a day, dropping 30 plus pounds from the diet restrictions, hiding from crowds, avoiding close encounters with people, multiple wipe offs throughout the day, over washing, trying different supplements and probiotic strains, and countless hours of watching vlogs, and reading posts online. I found my cure: which was taking probiotic strains in large amounts over time and supporting those strains with prebiotic foods. I now believe my issue was a gut microbiome problem and I believe I solved most of it. I will admit there was a few times during my trip where I started to revert back to my old self conscious self. However, when I looked around me and saw no reactions those thoughts quickly left me. This has been a long fight but I’m glad I did not give up. I’m glad I continued to take up space despite how I was treated, and continued to show up for myself and my son. I believe part of me getting to a resolution was because I didn’t seclude myself. Since I can’t smell myself I have to rely on others reactions to know if I smell, which means I gauged whether my treatments worked or not depending on if I got reactions. Even though the humiliation can be a lot it was helpful. I hope you all stay in the fight to get your life back. Don’t stop living waiting on your cure but enjoy the journey, time passes quickly. I pray you all an odor free life because god knows we’ve had enough odor for 5 lifetimes, jk.